Why dont you just drop dead?
I dont want him, but I dont want him ignoring me either...
and then on the other hand theres the one that wont stop ignoring me.
Maybe this is what I need. Maybe this is a release.
Maybe I'm just talking shit.... yeah thats more like it.
I called him... on the way home....
voicemail.
Its always the fucking voicemail.
When will I learn?
What does it take to get over someone that you never really had anything with? It seems like it shouldnt take much, yet I find myself sinking deeper into this.
Im just so... hurt.
Hurt would be the right word.
Its just wishful thinking I guess
He'll never call
And I'll never learn
I'll wake up tomorrow cursing, because to me its another wasted day... and thats exactly what it will be.
Is everything a waste in the end?
Like fucked relatioships and friendships?
I'd rather think that it was a learning experience...if not I'll just get really depressed...
I've had this exact conversation with someone recently... dont remember who though.
*\*You should have known on your way home. You never listen to me*\*
**** I'm only complaining to keep myself busy sweetie ****
~ Well I cant say I blame you but I wish that I could ~
__--**I'M SICK OF WRITING EVERY SONG ABOUT YOU**--__
and then on the other hand theres the one that wont stop ignoring me.
Maybe this is what I need. Maybe this is a release.
Maybe I'm just talking shit.... yeah thats more like it.
I called him... on the way home....
voicemail.
Its always the fucking voicemail.
When will I learn?
What does it take to get over someone that you never really had anything with? It seems like it shouldnt take much, yet I find myself sinking deeper into this.
Im just so... hurt.
Hurt would be the right word.
Its just wishful thinking I guess
He'll never call
And I'll never learn
I'll wake up tomorrow cursing, because to me its another wasted day... and thats exactly what it will be.
Is everything a waste in the end?
Like fucked relatioships and friendships?
I'd rather think that it was a learning experience...if not I'll just get really depressed...
I've had this exact conversation with someone recently... dont remember who though.
*\*You should have known on your way home. You never listen to me*\*
**** I'm only complaining to keep myself busy sweetie ****
~ Well I cant say I blame you but I wish that I could ~
__--**I'M SICK OF WRITING EVERY SONG ABOUT YOU**--__