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[wastedxaway_]

Some things will never change. As much as we pray and hope for things to turn out how we would like them too, they never will. I try to just forget everything, because if I think about it long enough, I begin to go insane. I cannot believe how much life has changed, I really can't. It is all too much sometimes. Sometimes I want to place myself in a point in my life where I was at my peak, and just freeze time. Sometimes I want to stop dead in my tracks and not go on anymore because I just don't see the good in life, I don't see a good future. Sometimes... it feels like I could disapear forever and a lot of people would be better off. But instead, I just don't think. I'm a fucking robot. I wake up, I go to school, I do schoolwork, I go to work, I go home, I go to bed. Where is my heart lately?

Sorry, I just haaaaaad to get that all out.
Yeeeeep