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after having food poisoning on sunday and spending hours in the hospital...i have found myself with absolutely no motivation to do anything. From throwing up so much..i tore the muscles in my stomach and am now in excrutiating pain..to the point where laughing, coughing, peeing...anything involving stomach muscles...even walking...is painful. i pretty much ditched school and my internship for the past 2 days but i didnt have a choice. im supposed to have a test tomorrow but im going to see if i can take it later because my brain can not concentrate on school right now. actually...i hate school for the most part. i hate taking classes that i dont want to take in order to receive a 'well rounded education'. it sucks more paying out of state tuition for this. oh...and being unemployed sucks the most. god...life is shitty right now.
at least i have some good friends who have taken care of me the past 3 days. i basically couldnt even walk for a day. im finally not queesy....its just the physical pain. ooooh and i ate solid foods today! god im dying.
ok...well i have to get better soon. this is pathetic. i HAVE to be better by thursday because mom and dad waldman will be in town for lunch and i have to take them out. wish me luck.
at least i have some good friends who have taken care of me the past 3 days. i basically couldnt even walk for a day. im finally not queesy....its just the physical pain. ooooh and i ate solid foods today! god im dying.
ok...well i have to get better soon. this is pathetic. i HAVE to be better by thursday because mom and dad waldman will be in town for lunch and i have to take them out. wish me luck.