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all i have to do is remember that not only do i deserve better, but i can do better.
this week, i've felt more free and been happier than...i don't know. i can't say
"i haven't been this happy since i was fifteen," because this is a new kind of happy. standing on the balcony of the la costa resort and spa last night with emmanuel, looking at the stars, i recognized a new kind of love. (no, not that i am becoming a fag hag. contrary to popular rumor, i still do not fall in love with gay men. i just hang out with them all the time) a genuine love for myself, and a genuine love for life. i've got everything i've ever wanted, at my fingertips.
so basically what i am getting at is, if you're a jerk, you're not invited to my $700,000 birthday parties at koi! NEENER NEENER!
this week, i've felt more free and been happier than...i don't know. i can't say
"i haven't been this happy since i was fifteen," because this is a new kind of happy. standing on the balcony of the la costa resort and spa last night with emmanuel, looking at the stars, i recognized a new kind of love. (no, not that i am becoming a fag hag. contrary to popular rumor, i still do not fall in love with gay men. i just hang out with them all the time) a genuine love for myself, and a genuine love for life. i've got everything i've ever wanted, at my fingertips.
so basically what i am getting at is, if you're a jerk, you're not invited to my $700,000 birthday parties at koi! NEENER NEENER!