chaos is good?

[wastedsunset]

Gods. It's like everything is in a swirling upheaval. I'm not sure I have any control left in me or if I've gone totally off the deep end. Nothing is as it seems, nothing is as it should be, and I'm just being swept away for the ride, too afraid to think it all out. I need my logic back.
One phrase keeps playing in my head, "Where were you when I needed you." Some of the answers are surprising, some just as they should be.