Dec 06, 2003 15:24
You know what show I miss? Full House.
That was a good show.
Um...what happend recently? My friend had quite a big scare the other day ... she was convinced she was pregnant. I'm not going to say her name, because I swore I wouldn't tell anyone. But I need to write about it. Even though no one here knows her, I still want to respect her privacy.
Anyways, she told me in Science class, and I spit out the water I was drinking. I didn't want to over react, so I clamped my mouth shut and didn't speak a word to her until after class when we could be alone. I pulled her to the side and started to ask her questions. Lots of them. I wanted to know exactly what she thought she was doing to her goddamned life.
She was beating herself up pretty bad about it, so I held my tongue. I tried to be supportive. I told her that if she was pregnant, I would be more than willing to help her raise the child. That's true. I'd so anything for my friend. She's so awesome and very dear to me ... I was shocked when she told me that she wasn't a virgin. She's the last person you would think would do something like that. She's very religious ... she's told me that she was going to wait until marriage.
But whatever.
So she said that I was the only person who knew, besides her mother. In french class that day, I went with her to go to the Health Center at our school so she could call her doctor and get the results.
I held her hand as she was put on hold. She was shaking like a mother. She was so scared. I started to cry, because I could tell how hurt and scared she was.
Her ex boyfriend, the one she had sex with, refused to some with her to find out she was having his baby or not. He's a bastard. A big huge fucking bastard that I am going to kill one day. He didn't even show any emotion when she told him she might be. Whatever.
So she wasn't pregnant. Her knees gave out, and I caught her before she hit the ground.
I love her.
I write her notes every day telling her how much she means to me. She is one of my best friends, I adore her.
So I have a part in the play. It's not a big part, but whatever. I'm in alot of scenes though. It's confusing. It's called The Flies.
I get to kill someone in it, though. Woohoo.
Um.
Midnight Madness at MicMacMall tonight! I'm so there. No tax at any of the stores! Christmas shopping, here I come!
I already bought AJ's gift. The new Blink 182 cd. WITH MY OWN MONEY.
Thank you, thank you.