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Is it a sign that you really need help, when your mother tells you that we need to discuss my hours on the internet, and you cry?
Cause that's what I'm doing. I'm crying.
I know the computer is terrible for me. But it makes me so happy...
If I get cut off from my computer, I don't know what I'll do with myself.
I'll want to die.
I'd kill myself.
I'm not even kidding. I'd cut. I've thought about it and almost done it several times when my parents say I need to get off the computer.
I'm so fucking lame.
No one understands...I need the computer.
I need it.
I really need it.
I'm crying harder now.
What am I going to do? I WANT to get unhooked from the computer...but I DONT.
Help me! The computer is ruining my life. My grades are low. My eyesight is poor. I have back and wrist problems.
My family hates me.
Yet...I can't go a day without the computer! I just can't.
I'm addicted.
And I admit I need help...It's just....
I hate myself.
I hate reality. That's why I escape here. My life is seriously that bad.
SOmetimes I just want to give up.
I wish I was dead.
Cause that's what I'm doing. I'm crying.
I know the computer is terrible for me. But it makes me so happy...
If I get cut off from my computer, I don't know what I'll do with myself.
I'll want to die.
I'd kill myself.
I'm not even kidding. I'd cut. I've thought about it and almost done it several times when my parents say I need to get off the computer.
I'm so fucking lame.
No one understands...I need the computer.
I need it.
I really need it.
I'm crying harder now.
What am I going to do? I WANT to get unhooked from the computer...but I DONT.
Help me! The computer is ruining my life. My grades are low. My eyesight is poor. I have back and wrist problems.
My family hates me.
Yet...I can't go a day without the computer! I just can't.
I'm addicted.
And I admit I need help...It's just....
I hate myself.
I hate reality. That's why I escape here. My life is seriously that bad.
SOmetimes I just want to give up.
I wish I was dead.