How much is more than I can stand?
Okay. Here's the thing about my mother: She's insane. She imagines all these things and thinks they're real and gets all upset about it. So she's driving me home from work (and we've been getting along really well all week) and she was saying that since she's off tomorrow she'd take me to get my car registered. And then she starts saying, no, I can't, I'm broke, blah blah blah. So I said that I never expected her to pay for it anyway, so not to worry about it. I thought that was the end of it. Not at all. I'm sitting there looking out the window as I always do in cars and she all of a sudden starts yelling at me to get rid of the attitude because she doesn't owe me shit. I was looking out the fucking window! I hadn't said a word in 5 minutes! So we're just screaming at each other all the way home, and she tried to call my brother to I guess tell him that she wanted me to stay at his house or something but he didn't answer.
This is what I don't understand: If she wants to kick me out, why can't she just have the balls to say, "Get the fuck out of my house"? Instead of trying to make me so miserable that I just leave? Actually I do understand why she does that: so when I do leave she can blame it all on me. I would be gone right now if I had somewhere to go.
I don't know what the fuck to do. It's obvious that she doesn't want me here, but I just got a job last week. My car isn't running. Where am I supposed to go? Do you know how horrible it is to live in a house where the only other fucking person there hates you and wants you to leave?
This is what I don't understand: If she wants to kick me out, why can't she just have the balls to say, "Get the fuck out of my house"? Instead of trying to make me so miserable that I just leave? Actually I do understand why she does that: so when I do leave she can blame it all on me. I would be gone right now if I had somewhere to go.
I don't know what the fuck to do. It's obvious that she doesn't want me here, but I just got a job last week. My car isn't running. Where am I supposed to go? Do you know how horrible it is to live in a house where the only other fucking person there hates you and wants you to leave?