valentine?
i've been out of hiding for a while.. February is tomarrow.
The 15th will be exactly one year.
For the most part, everyone that I know who made new years resolutions stuck with them for the first week or so of the new year and has already forgotten about them. Well, besides this faggot live journal entry i'm sticking to mine. besides a few slip ups; i've been handling myself very well under the circumstances. I've even started to eat macaroni and cheese again. although I still will not listen to the early november. I've come to realize that I will never be able to put everything behind me, nor' will I ever be able to NOT miss you. but i'm okay with that. because you miss me too. i'm shure that the only reason i'm okay with all of this right now is because I have a full pack of cigarettes and will smith is on in the back and aj is my best friend again. but whatever. i'm okay right now.
it makes me sad when I think about how diffrent this year is already then how it was last year. but i'm dealing with it. and i'm very happy for most of my friends. but I need some new pals. so, WHO WANTS TO HANG OUT ?
I need taco bell and oh yeah. theres this boy and he sings songs with me and he's pretty cute.
thank you. goodbye.
p/s, look how gay me and kelso look. haha.