blueberry blunts.
the reasons why I left.
'cause this is for dreamin',
that you'll be pickin' up the pieces when i'm gone.
THIS IS FOR DRINKIN'
k41 [12:31 AM]: I hate this.
k41 [12:31 AM]: we shouldn't be having these conversations
k41 [12:31 AM]: NO OTHER 14 year old girls have to deal with this shit.
k41 [12:32 AM]: fuck
k41 [12:32 AM]: I miss so much shit dude.
bo [12:33 AM]: but maybe thats just what makes us the girls we are.. NO OTHER 14 year old girls are like us.
bo [12:33 AM]: and thats just what i like
bo [12:35 AM]: what are you scared of?
k41 [12:36 AM]: & it's okay to miss things. you just have to learn to let go.
k41 [12:36 AM]: change dude,
k41 [12:36 AM]: it's my biggest fucking fear.
so i've been having a really hard time letting things, & people go latley.
i've been letting my anger out in the wrong ways& i'm getting kicked in the ass for it.
i've got a few regrets, & fuck it sucks.
I still hate december & chocolate chip cookies will always make me want to throw up.
but if I had to do it all again, I wouldn't fucking change a damn thing,
except going to 711 that day.
'cause shit, my hand hurts.
here's some of the shit that keeps me up at night.
^^ I miss this girl so much.
hey brittany lewis, get ungrounded soon please.
this was probably the funnest day of my freshmen year..
I was "running threw the halls of my high school"
it's just, it's scary you know. some of that, "nothing gold can stay" bullshit.
for those of you that like to talk shit & say that smoking & drinking is lame, you obviously have never smoked or drank. so until you know what yr talking about, don't fucking judge me for it.
& this.. is why I hate december..
yeah, I plan on sleeping threw it this year.
yeah, so I miss it.
& if you don't like me, chances are I don't like you either.
& if yr gonna talk shit about me, go right a fucking head.
but don't let me hear my boyfriends or any of my
friends names in yr mouth. kay ? kay :o)
everything, & everyone seems to be changing, including myself.
& fuck does it suck.
But this girl right here,
is probably the best friend i've ever had.
nk41 [1:25 AM]: I really love that boyy destiny.
bo [1:27 AM]: i know you do sweetheart... and its one of the only things making me happy you know, just knowing that your happy.
& I love her.
"hey, don't knock yrself out mannn."
holy fucking shit that was the longest entry i've ever made in my life. but whatever, better then sleeping right ? & last night I had one of the best nights of my life& after I return destinys camera to her i'll post those pictures. & because you care, my boyfriend is getting out in 24 days. :o) fuckk yes.
alrite, now this is where I go to my room & listen to the smiths& bright eyes until I fall asleep. <3
EDIT// fuck i'm done. & due to one really homo sexual comment this stupid ass german just left me, i'm disabiling commenting. if you wanna start shit, then don't do it on fucking livejournal dicksnot.