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today from about 5:00 on was dumb. and pointless. and i need to sleep.
i haven't returned my one day rental movies yet. they were supposed to be back by six...now i get to pay. my dad is going to be mad..okay, not mad but "dissapointed" in my inability to be responsible. and eat properly. and clean my room/the bathroom/everywhere else that i made a big mess.
there's food aaaaaall over my room. well..the remnants of what *was* food. now its all crumbs and dirty plates. and those unreturned movies are starting to really bother me.
everything bothers me.
reading all those little notebooks in Dregs made me so upset. because i have no one to leave me notes in little coffee shops telling me how important i am. how loved i am.
make the pop-ups and the people go away. grrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwrrrr. gah, and janique ate all the chips, so now i have no food, just taunts of it. and i have to make my bed, and get rid of all the stuff thats on my floor, my mother is coming home too soon. i wish my parents were divorced..i'd go live with my dad indefinitely.
today jodie told me that i was pretty cool. oh jodie, how i love you. you made me happy for a moment or two..or a few. my emo-kid heart sends you rain-showers of love.
sooo..now i'm up in the kitchen. oh the joys of having a laptop. waiting for the oven to heat up so i can have some real food, haven't eaten anything real in days. its funny because when my mom left she told my dad to make sure i ate more than pizza pops and junk food. did he do that, i think not. but now i'm up here..trying to make a pizza and he put all this food infront of me..turkey, carrots and dip...oh the service.
umm..this is dumb, and started out as a "i'm such a depresso" entry but now its just all about food. because i'm so hungry...gonna go eat my pizza now. maybe delete this post later..
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i haven't returned my one day rental movies yet. they were supposed to be back by six...now i get to pay. my dad is going to be mad..okay, not mad but "dissapointed" in my inability to be responsible. and eat properly. and clean my room/the bathroom/everywhere else that i made a big mess.
there's food aaaaaall over my room. well..the remnants of what *was* food. now its all crumbs and dirty plates. and those unreturned movies are starting to really bother me.
everything bothers me.
reading all those little notebooks in Dregs made me so upset. because i have no one to leave me notes in little coffee shops telling me how important i am. how loved i am.
make the pop-ups and the people go away. grrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwrrrr. gah, and janique ate all the chips, so now i have no food, just taunts of it. and i have to make my bed, and get rid of all the stuff thats on my floor, my mother is coming home too soon. i wish my parents were divorced..i'd go live with my dad indefinitely.
today jodie told me that i was pretty cool. oh jodie, how i love you. you made me happy for a moment or two..or a few. my emo-kid heart sends you rain-showers of love.
sooo..now i'm up in the kitchen. oh the joys of having a laptop. waiting for the oven to heat up so i can have some real food, haven't eaten anything real in days. its funny because when my mom left she told my dad to make sure i ate more than pizza pops and junk food. did he do that, i think not. but now i'm up here..trying to make a pizza and he put all this food infront of me..turkey, carrots and dip...oh the service.
umm..this is dumb, and started out as a "i'm such a depresso" entry but now its just all about food. because i'm so hungry...gonna go eat my pizza now. maybe delete this post later..
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