you're something like a phenomena.
frustrated.
to no end.
seriously i feel like no one gives a flying fuck anymore. tonight was soooo god. just fucking aggravating. on the one hand i had fun (went to a concert) but got treated like straight up shitttttttttt by my 'friends'. i would say things and just get straight up ignored. mind you it was me and two couples who were like making out all night long. and sure some of the things i said were kind of stupid. but it was like 'oh man! that's an awesome sign!' or something. and silence. dead fucking silence. then we'd talk about some gay ass shit i didn't give two fucks about. and since when was it cool to like hump your boyfriend at a show? like hey. i've gone to shows with boyfriends and i've met boys at shows. but i also recognize that it's not cool to be like all up on that shit in front of a bunch of people. that's really quite uncomfortable for all parties invovled. so get a fucking room. and if you don't like the music. don't comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you can spend one night away from your other half. fuck this. and i tried to tell my friends about last night. because. it was a lot of fun for me. and you know i was excitedly describing all the silly things that happened and was like 'oh man you have to see this picture' and got 'no. i don't want to. -makes out with boyfriend-'. lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. and seriously i can't even fucking sleep in my own room without being subject to this sort of shit. it's not that i'm mad at anyone specifically. i'm just generally unhappy. and don't even know how to go about fixing this. i don't know why i'm so unhappy. i think part of it is i don't feel like i have a place at wooster anymore. like. i like the eko's and all. but they're not like me. nobody here is really like me. i dunno. i don't feel like anybody gets me anymore. like no one. and there's just too much shit for me to deal with right now. i really want to go home. and just. relax. and sleep. i wouldn't mind if i could rewind and go back to summer again. so many things are fucked.
to no end.
seriously i feel like no one gives a flying fuck anymore. tonight was soooo god. just fucking aggravating. on the one hand i had fun (went to a concert) but got treated like straight up shitttttttttt by my 'friends'. i would say things and just get straight up ignored. mind you it was me and two couples who were like making out all night long. and sure some of the things i said were kind of stupid. but it was like 'oh man! that's an awesome sign!' or something. and silence. dead fucking silence. then we'd talk about some gay ass shit i didn't give two fucks about. and since when was it cool to like hump your boyfriend at a show? like hey. i've gone to shows with boyfriends and i've met boys at shows. but i also recognize that it's not cool to be like all up on that shit in front of a bunch of people. that's really quite uncomfortable for all parties invovled. so get a fucking room. and if you don't like the music. don't comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you can spend one night away from your other half. fuck this. and i tried to tell my friends about last night. because. it was a lot of fun for me. and you know i was excitedly describing all the silly things that happened and was like 'oh man you have to see this picture' and got 'no. i don't want to. -makes out with boyfriend-'. lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. and seriously i can't even fucking sleep in my own room without being subject to this sort of shit. it's not that i'm mad at anyone specifically. i'm just generally unhappy. and don't even know how to go about fixing this. i don't know why i'm so unhappy. i think part of it is i don't feel like i have a place at wooster anymore. like. i like the eko's and all. but they're not like me. nobody here is really like me. i dunno. i don't feel like anybody gets me anymore. like no one. and there's just too much shit for me to deal with right now. i really want to go home. and just. relax. and sleep. i wouldn't mind if i could rewind and go back to summer again. so many things are fucked.