tequila makes her clothes fall off
so.
i need to do some serious thinking. i'm not sure i can go back to wooster in this state. i'm just not in the place to be dealing with the shit. i don't know. i feel like i don't have a place. i feel insecure and unnoticed at school. but then again here i'm just hiding out. the only place things improved was boston. i don't know. but it's not like moving's going to solve my problems. i have some core self confidence issues that are starting to seriously effect my personality...and in a super shitty way. it's not that easy though. especially with all the people there. i dunno. and i feel like nobody listens to me anymore. they'll just interrupt and complain about their bullshit. i don't even fucking care anymore. i just want to feel like i did last summer. is that so fucking difficult?
i need to do some serious thinking. i'm not sure i can go back to wooster in this state. i'm just not in the place to be dealing with the shit. i don't know. i feel like i don't have a place. i feel insecure and unnoticed at school. but then again here i'm just hiding out. the only place things improved was boston. i don't know. but it's not like moving's going to solve my problems. i have some core self confidence issues that are starting to seriously effect my personality...and in a super shitty way. it's not that easy though. especially with all the people there. i dunno. and i feel like nobody listens to me anymore. they'll just interrupt and complain about their bullshit. i don't even fucking care anymore. i just want to feel like i did last summer. is that so fucking difficult?