Oct 23, 2005 17:45
so things happened on friday. they were awesodfkaj amazing. i hung with the photo boys at pat's place in clifton. and...this little rant copied from my myspace kinda gives you an idea of what happened.
i don't understand how someone can continue dating someone and tell them they love them if they're cheating on them. it doesn't matter how long they've been dating (well actually i guess it's worse if you've been dating longer). it doesn't matter if it's some random hookup or someone you've been flirting with for months. it's still a dick move and obviously you're not completely happy with the person. i don't understand why people continue on relationships in which they aren't completely happy. it's selfish. just because you want someone to be there for you even if you don't love them anymore dosen't mean you should keep them there for convenience and run around behind their back.
anyways. so saturday morning i wake up and have two messages and a comment from reece on my myspace. the message was blah blah blah give me directions and i'll swing by. and i was like WHAT THE FUCK. but responded by saying you call me. and he hasn't checked his e-mail yet. i did give him a ring from a weird number (which he usually answers) and got no answer. so i dunno. i'm not going to get my hopes up. i havne't cancelled any plans because of it. and so i've decided that this song kind of explains why i do this with him. and i know i don't necessarily love reece. but. maybe replace love with lust.
It's your love
It just does somethin' to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
It's your love
Oh, baby
Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go