May 31, 2004 01:10
I fucking hate everything I've ever done for you. I'd take it all back if I could.
I'd take back all the time I did you huge favors and gave you everything I had. I would not, however, take back any kiss or "I love you" or anything of the sort. I cherish memories, unlike you.
It all happens for a reason. Except, there is no reason for me to do the things I did to other people on your behalf, except my own stupidity. I ruined something that could have been good. Could have been amazing.
Could have been.
In 48 hours, the prom will be over and I have a feeling that I will have wated all this money. This tan, these nails, that dress, those shoes, that makeup, that ticket.
But, my date's hott. So who cares.
Somebody make this summer worthwhile. And dont tell me you miss me then not even call me.
p.s.- I <3 you, and you know it.