Apr 25, 2005 09:35
I have the first two of four finals today. Should be studying but I felt like writing instead. I am going to see if I can down a little bottle of Bacardi Orange flavored rum before the first one. You know, so I'll be aight during the test. Aight...
My friend/roommate, funny Chris, just bombed one of his finals. He is deeply troubled. I feel bad. I can't do anything. I have never seen this dude falter. If someone was being a douche bag to him he would just laugh, shrug it off and/or cut the bitch by his knees. Fuck school.
I died. I am no longer and assassin. The game was taking too long so they created super assassins. So I had to be super assassinated in order to be killed. *tear* I got two people before I went down though :D.
Yesterday I made up my mind that I have a thing for cute girls with hippy-like tendencies. I met another such girl. I don't know if it is their outlook on life or the way they react to things. I just like it. It's funny what a personality can do to me. I remember seeing this chick around campus and thinking "She's above average, but...meh". Now that I know her I find her more attractive than I would never have thought I could. But it's nothing big. She is "seeing" someone...big surprise, huh? It was nice to meet her all the same. As an outfit, she likes to wear pieces of fabric that she ties around her top. She has like ten different pieces. I found that intrigueing, but maybe it is just me.
Back in Miami I've been hanging out with this girl who is cool. She is a, I believe, a junior in high school. A senior next year. She is really nice. When I met her as a senior, I thought her to be mature for a sophmore. So we hung out during P.E. Now that I am in college we actually hung outside of school. This is a big thing for me because I am supremely lazy. She doesn't go out much so I decided that I would take her out to different restaurants everytime we hung out. We have been to...I believe two or three restaurants so far. I never intended so do anything with her. She was just real nice and kind of pretty. Like a natural pretty. Now it seems she is attracted to me. She is usually very shy about these things but I guess I bring out the that side in girls. It caught me totally off guard. Now awkward pauses though. I was so surprised I asked her if she regreted saying it...I felt like I was exploiting the situation by asking but I had to know because I was shocked. She confindently denied it which prolonged my stupefication. We are still going to hang out during the summer so who knows what will happen. I don't intend for this to change anything....I always get a warm fuzzy feeling inside of me when this happens. :D
Also, I need the opinion of the ladies. When I met the hippie girl I was hanging out with two other girls. One I kinda sorta know and the other was this girl I met here at FSU who lives in another dorm but is a receptionist in mine. I hang out with her once in a while when she is...receptioning?...I see her alot and she is catastrophically social. She is really funny in a dorkish kind of way and extremely nice...and attractive...but religious. I don't care much about the religion thing but it seems like it's to a point where if I went out with her she would make me go to church with her. Anyways, she laughs alot when she is around me. She told me straight out that I make her laugh. I have been told that a few times now by girls but I can't help but feel that I am playing dumb, but not really knowing that I am playing dumb. I mean...I don't know. I feel like she is attracted to me because...well...you know...that vibe. We get along well. The hippie girl asked me if we were together to which I, apparently and regrettably, molded a face of mild disgust and said no. She even apologized for asking....WHERE IS THE FUCKING REWIND BUTTON!!!! Sometimes I am an idiot. Especially when I am asked that question about a girl.
Anyways....This is the last week of school. I will be back in Miami for the summer by next week. Oh and I have trick knee apparently. I want to see an orthopedic (?) surgeon about it. For all of you who know that my knee pops when I squat really low...yea...It sucks because I don't know what I will be able to do in Kung Fu anymore. It blows.
Well, unless I feel like writing again, my next post should be in Miami. Later nuccuhs.
Ricardo