i think of u.. and everythings alrite.
wow.. u are so wonderful. and tonight was great. my shirt is stained w/ ure smell. and that shirt i will never wash. u liked my present. that made me SOO happy. and just everything u say and the way u look at me - it makes the whole world make complete sense. it makes everything a piece of cake. u make life seem so simple. and so happy. u make me feel like i never have before. ure sucha blessing to me. and it's about time something goes right in my life. i'm so excited for wat the future entails. i'm so excited to see u again. tonight was so awesome. i'm so happy i got to spend it w/ u there. u really know how to pick me up when i'm feeling down.. cuz let me tell ya. i was feeling d
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but right now i'm feeling alot better. alot happyier. so thanks. thanks for listening to ashlee simpson w/ me.. and thanks for giving me REALLY bad instructions to park. little things like that make me smile.
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my cd player has FINALLY been installed. woot woot. i'm so excited. it's awesome and has awesome sound. last night was very interesting. haha. ;)... but alot of fun. it was great getting to know cameron so well. and going to walmart was an adventure.
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home has sucked lately. dad has been angry and mom has been sad. it leaves me having to take sides. and i hate that. but i take mom's. she's got it all straight. my dad's too military. and becuz of that its breaking my family apart. i'm scared. realy really scared. hearing them fight just gets bad thoughts runnin thru my head. i hope everything turns out alright.
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work tomorrow, 1-6
friday, 11-3
saturday, 7-3!!!!
sunday, 12-4?
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drove to peoria today. went to the doctor. he thinks i'm depressed. i think he's wrong.. or maybe right. hmmm.
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why is my heart breaking? is it cuz it's so full of happyness and love that's it denying it all. if my heart breaks one more time it will do nothing but stay like that. i had scars on my heart. and only u can heal them. but there's no room for ne more. so don't hurt me please. i'm so scared.
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here i am, perfect as i'm ever guna be.
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but right now i'm feeling alot better. alot happyier. so thanks. thanks for listening to ashlee simpson w/ me.. and thanks for giving me REALLY bad instructions to park. little things like that make me smile.
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my cd player has FINALLY been installed. woot woot. i'm so excited. it's awesome and has awesome sound. last night was very interesting. haha. ;)... but alot of fun. it was great getting to know cameron so well. and going to walmart was an adventure.
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home has sucked lately. dad has been angry and mom has been sad. it leaves me having to take sides. and i hate that. but i take mom's. she's got it all straight. my dad's too military. and becuz of that its breaking my family apart. i'm scared. realy really scared. hearing them fight just gets bad thoughts runnin thru my head. i hope everything turns out alright.
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work tomorrow, 1-6
friday, 11-3
saturday, 7-3!!!!
sunday, 12-4?
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drove to peoria today. went to the doctor. he thinks i'm depressed. i think he's wrong.. or maybe right. hmmm.
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why is my heart breaking? is it cuz it's so full of happyness and love that's it denying it all. if my heart breaks one more time it will do nothing but stay like that. i had scars on my heart. and only u can heal them. but there's no room for ne more. so don't hurt me please. i'm so scared.
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here i am, perfect as i'm ever guna be.