sorry, 1,2,3,4...first last mistake

[wastedbutready]

so, its over, my parents are getting divorced. i knew it was coming, but i feel as though its my fault. and i know that most of you are going to think "thats what all kids think when their parents split" but thats not it, i honestly think its my fault. if i could just type down everything that has happened...it would take to long, but if i could, you would understand. this is alot worse then i thought it would be. but as kerry says "classic gulit trip" oh well, im staying with alyse for a bit, atleast until we can find somewhere to go, or until mike and my brothers can find somewhere to go.
i just cant believe its really happening...

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