May 16, 2006 19:37
Motherly-ness, motherly-ness, motherly-ness. I just really don't feel the part of a mother. Maybe it's something that you kind of grow into. I know it's not because I'll be like a terrible mother or something. I know what I'm doing for the most part. I mean how many parents can honestly say they always had an answer to everything? As in without asking for help. My psychologist had his daughter when he was 30 something and he says that even at that age he wasn't fully prepared. I don't think having a child really is something you can be fully prepared for. I'm having a girl and I happen to have 3 little sisters. So, I got things like bottles completely under control. I'm not too fond of having to change the lil' critter, but I do know how to do it the right way. Being woken up in the middle of the night's alright with me too. That's my typical night as it is. I'll just have the addition of some crying. So, at least I'm not completely in the dark, verdad? Verdad= right. XD