May 05, 2005 19:43
I have messed up so many times, and I know I don't deserve a girl like you, but your all I have and I know you think, I don't love you as much as I say..and I know today I made the biggest mistake in my life, for letting you down, for being stupid..I never wanted to hurt you, and I know I did, I know I have had all my chances, and I don't deserve another, I am scared to try to live life without you, I just want you to be happy, whether with or with out me, I want you to have a life that you love, because you deserve it, you deserve better than me, and every tear that drops from you cheek is like a bullet in the stomach, the worst pain in the world, I love you and I fucked up, just don't leave me without thinking this through...
Sincerly yours,
Mitch