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today, was just terrible.
i pretty much hated it.
i thought he cared about me.
and i thought that something was gonna happen.
but he wants to be "just friends."
which is cool..i cant change his mind.
no matter how much i want to.
i just dont know what to make of the whole situation.
and today i came to the conclusion that i have no boyfriend and no best friend.
everyone is paired up and there's nowhere i really fit in.
im not saying it to feel sorry for myself, but its true to a point.
i have friends, but not a best friend.
or boyfriend.
its weird being single.
i guess im just hurt.
and its like everywhere, everyone is changing.
people arent who they used to be
things arent how they used to be.
everyone says the friends you have at the end of junior year will stick for life...
lets hope i have some of those.