god damn
i was driving home today, and i saw a girl from my history class walking down cement hill with her soccer bag. it was freezing outside. i was on my way home about to pee and go to work. i wanted to give her a ride home because it was so cold. i even pulled over and turned my car around to go get her, but i had to pee, i couldn't wait, and i would be late. and because i am stupid for so long...i went home. and i made myself cry. it was just spilling out everywhere. and i was so sick of myself. i hate that it was too important to me to go home than help somebody out. i fucking hate life. you're the only one who knows how i feel.