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Lack of sleep makes me hurt and my van could cost 3000-4000 to fix and IM WORKING AS MUCH AS I CAN (my goals rubbed in my face) "you were busy so guess who gets into heaven" (from you to me) comes to mind (and you were bitter up untill the end so why not) but there was never that kind of time for me and I hope I feel better after some sleep. At this point I think it's safe to say I'm not a very jealous girl infact I fail to see what could be so different in me. (and so I guess that's sugesting yoiu were never serious, but I dont want to believe that...) Why would you do this.
Eventually I remember I've never heard of anyone dieing from this.
at first getting through telling myself I'm alowed to love you forever even unrequited and so no worries if that happens but all tired and confused think I just want to be alone and there is a difference in the consepts.
But think to write when I get home so you'd know, do you'd have warning of whatever, so you could consider this in whatever plan and there's some assumed benevolance in this action alone. You know I can't come back like it was.
And almost didn't write because I know I'll be better when I get alittle sleep, and things have been worst and in time whatever will work itself out and at least I found out I'm not a robot from all of this, that once I did really care for someone and I'm alowed to do whatever I want, even continue to do that forever.
Eventually I remember I've never heard of anyone dieing from this.
at first getting through telling myself I'm alowed to love you forever even unrequited and so no worries if that happens but all tired and confused think I just want to be alone and there is a difference in the consepts.
But think to write when I get home so you'd know, do you'd have warning of whatever, so you could consider this in whatever plan and there's some assumed benevolance in this action alone. You know I can't come back like it was.
And almost didn't write because I know I'll be better when I get alittle sleep, and things have been worst and in time whatever will work itself out and at least I found out I'm not a robot from all of this, that once I did really care for someone and I'm alowed to do whatever I want, even continue to do that forever.