Aug 19, 2005 05:06
Nothing I say comes out right
[edit: this is the only line about people]the two people I care about most hate me or I hate that I care about them so much or both.
I'm giving up.
I dont like being what I know I have to be, but I know I have to deal with it.
I've never felt like this at all. I cant even describe what's going on.
I hate the 'good' things about myself, and how people view them
I hope it's just a phase.