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The past month was alot like my first vodka experience, patchy and half remembered, with a side of vomiting. Wait, skip the vomiting part. Thank God I found out I could still get financial aid if I applied march 1st instead of feb15, because I dont have shit to show for yet. My SATs got snowed out, and I doubt MICA will admit me on my portfolio alone, hopefully if I take the march test they will get there in time. If not, there's always next semester. But dude, if I keep getting commissions like this I might start charging, and then I might even be able to pay my way through college on that, and even though I'm not necessarily that awsome the prospect alone is a blessing. Also, my grandma lives in BMOE so if she kicks out her boyfriend (who everyone hates, I think) I might have a place to stay. But I don't want to be the deciding factor in such matters.
A thought about comparing talent. Let's not do it. I hope none of us have reached their full potential yet, and saying "well I accomplished this" is kind of a mute point, I might as well pile on that I was in all county chorus in third grade. retarded. I've turned into an idiot and am making my way back, so if i didnt believe in the human abillity to 180 I woudnt have anything. We all have big full rockstar lives ahead of us, so let's not start carving head stones yet.
Dear anyone who ever said the phrase, "I hung out with you because I felt sorry for you" to anyone.
Oh, I get it, your life is so amazingly great that you're going to show those poor bastards what they're missing out of charity, right? goodness of your heart. Not what I signed up for. I doubt anyone would have hung out with julius ceasar if he told them right off the bat 'I prefer fat greasy hommies because they make me look better' Honestly, I'd rather aspirate in my own vomit then feed your ego, but thanks for the invite. So hip hip hooray you're our saving grace, here's to you. Next time where a shirt that says, "I'm better than you" and I'll know to stay away.
This isn't really geared to anyone, Just some recurring archiotypes. I'm not trying to bitch people out, especially when some of the people this applys to only jackassed out because I lied to them, in wich case I deserved every bit. Probably more. There were a few days there when my sober self was trying to end something tactfully and my drunkself was trying to end something honestly. Id vs. Ego. Eventually you look in the mirror and relize you dont reconized yourself,and that you never did. Uhp what a mess. But dude, what a party.
A thought about comparing talent. Let's not do it. I hope none of us have reached their full potential yet, and saying "well I accomplished this" is kind of a mute point, I might as well pile on that I was in all county chorus in third grade. retarded. I've turned into an idiot and am making my way back, so if i didnt believe in the human abillity to 180 I woudnt have anything. We all have big full rockstar lives ahead of us, so let's not start carving head stones yet.
Dear anyone who ever said the phrase, "I hung out with you because I felt sorry for you" to anyone.
Oh, I get it, your life is so amazingly great that you're going to show those poor bastards what they're missing out of charity, right? goodness of your heart. Not what I signed up for. I doubt anyone would have hung out with julius ceasar if he told them right off the bat 'I prefer fat greasy hommies because they make me look better' Honestly, I'd rather aspirate in my own vomit then feed your ego, but thanks for the invite. So hip hip hooray you're our saving grace, here's to you. Next time where a shirt that says, "I'm better than you" and I'll know to stay away.
This isn't really geared to anyone, Just some recurring archiotypes. I'm not trying to bitch people out, especially when some of the people this applys to only jackassed out because I lied to them, in wich case I deserved every bit. Probably more. There were a few days there when my sober self was trying to end something tactfully and my drunkself was trying to end something honestly. Id vs. Ego. Eventually you look in the mirror and relize you dont reconized yourself,and that you never did. Uhp what a mess. But dude, what a party.