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ok so i just reread some of my old entries. it seems that ive been exactly where i am right now since april...even longer cause well i know in feb i lost some weight for the trip..which meant i lost weight that id gained. i dont konw what to blaime. the holidays or the boy that disappeared? somehow when you can just sit around and happily sigh over someone it makes it easier not to eat. and then comfort food and then you just cant stop. well im hoping to stop. i know i keep on saying it over and over..but i get better and better i went down to almost 66 once very recently..i just ate yogurt twice a day...i dunno i want to fast till friday..and then eat fruit on the weekend and then fast again till friday and then i go up to visit my friends. by then i want to be 145 at most..thats about ten lbs to lose in two weeks. i think thats managable...especially with the diet plan i have. not to mention i actaully started doing my home excersises again. i knwo they work cause they really worked once. now to decide if i want to keep the gym membership or take kickboxing twice a week. i like the time freedom they gym allows...and its cheaper and it has classes. but kickboxing has a friend of mine. hhmmmmm