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ive been trying to lose weight since january..and all ive done is gain more and more. ive waited too long. i cant go to my own prom now. not that im dying to go but ill never be able to buy a dress. i was supposed to do a 10 day water fast starting today and my mother assured me that i would fail..and ofcourse i did. god i hate life soo much. im juust doomed/destined to be fat. i should just accept it. my mom told me how she thought i would never gain the weight back and now she sees shes wrong. well go fuck yourself you stupid bitch.