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i spent most of the day walking. my thighs rub together so much now that i felt it hurt when i took my shower. my fucking thighs were sore!! im having a nervous break down here. my hips dont stick out anymore..not only to my legs touch but they rub while walking. though on a rather happy side note went to the gyno again and i dont have any ovarian problems (he thought that i might) so all problems that im experiencing are purely hormonal and chemical imbalances.
i wish i never had to come home. all the problems start here. the kitchen lives here. i cut school and went into the city (which is where i did all of my walking) and all i had was coffee..and i have my coffee black w/no sugar. (im not allowed to drink it anymore cause all the antibiotics ive been taking are putting too much stress on my liver and caffeine makes it worse. and so do fatty foods..the doctor actually said no more chocolate..woo another excuse to not eat it)
i wish i never had to come home. all the problems start here. the kitchen lives here. i cut school and went into the city (which is where i did all of my walking) and all i had was coffee..and i have my coffee black w/no sugar. (im not allowed to drink it anymore cause all the antibiotics ive been taking are putting too much stress on my liver and caffeine makes it worse. and so do fatty foods..the doctor actually said no more chocolate..woo another excuse to not eat it)