i wana run through the halls of my highschool
i wish i was a LITTLE KID again..
my little cousin zoe came over today
shes adorable
shes three years old
&& thinks she is queen of the world
i want to be little again
she was telling me about her gymnastics class
&& i asked her if the other girls were nice
her response; yeah, they're all nice. but i'm the prettiest.
awl
why cant i have that confidence again
did i ever have that confidence
was i ever the prettiest
i doubt it
but besides the point
even if i wasnt [even if im not]
did i think it [should i think it]
i cleaned my whole room today
every nook and cranny
even dusted the top of my shelves
had to remove what was on there
so then i realized
i had took down my barbies on my shelves
&& replaced them with 99 & bacardi bottles
but then again
i also have all 9375 of my stuffed animals
lying on my bed with pride
and a little troll on my burea
right next to my
"24 BEERS IN A CASE | 24 H0URS IN A BIRTHDAY"
card
and my shot collection of shot glasses
that is what made me decide
i am goin to live my life
like i am six years old
maybe even five?!
im not saying
im gona never ever drink bc im "5"
never ever smoke bc im "6"
never ever ever kiss a boybc they have "cooties"
[although i WILL use the word crush.
much preferred over LOVE :X yuck]
and im not saying
im going to forget the lessons ive learned
as ive matured
and im never going to forget the feeling of love
[PAUSE]
speaking of love
why do we need a boy's love?
why isnt our friend's love good enough?
or our family's?
or the love we SHOULD have for ourselves
[PLAY]
i will not forget anything ive learned "growing up"
but i will remember
what i did && how i lived
when..
skinned knees were EASIER to fix
than broken hearts <|3%$^*!
my little cousin zoe came over today
shes adorable
shes three years old
&& thinks she is queen of the world
i want to be little again
she was telling me about her gymnastics class
&& i asked her if the other girls were nice
her response; yeah, they're all nice. but i'm the prettiest.
awl
why cant i have that confidence again
did i ever have that confidence
was i ever the prettiest
i doubt it
but besides the point
even if i wasnt [even if im not]
did i think it [should i think it]
i cleaned my whole room today
every nook and cranny
even dusted the top of my shelves
had to remove what was on there
so then i realized
i had took down my barbies on my shelves
&& replaced them with 99 & bacardi bottles
but then again
i also have all 9375 of my stuffed animals
lying on my bed with pride
and a little troll on my burea
right next to my
"24 BEERS IN A CASE | 24 H0URS IN A BIRTHDAY"
card
and my shot collection of shot glasses
that is what made me decide
i am goin to live my life
like i am six years old
maybe even five?!
im not saying
im gona never ever drink bc im "5"
never ever smoke bc im "6"
never ever ever kiss a boybc they have "cooties"
[although i WILL use the word crush.
much preferred over LOVE :X yuck]
and im not saying
im going to forget the lessons ive learned
as ive matured
and im never going to forget the feeling of love
[PAUSE]
speaking of love
why do we need a boy's love?
why isnt our friend's love good enough?
or our family's?
or the love we SHOULD have for ourselves
[PLAY]
i will not forget anything ive learned "growing up"
but i will remember
what i did && how i lived
when..
skinned knees were EASIER to fix
than broken hearts <|3%$^*!