Sep 10, 2005 12:33
So,looking back to....aug. 22nd,i wrote about a guy that i had never met before in my life,and what i wanted in a relationship,And everything i wrote,i now have. I prayed so long to find a guy like him and now i have him. I have never felt like this with a guy...or anyone for that matter,He makes me feel something i have NEVER felt before,hes amazing. Every shitty relationship was just practice for this one. I dont know what i would do if i lost this kid. Im so lucky. Yea i do wish all of his friends didnt hate me because it could make things better for him but its something we will deal with.He can just hang out with them when im not around...haha IM JUST KIDDING. I wish that his friends wouldnt think that im going to hurt him,Im kind of sick of hearing that. No one will get hurt in this relationship. I hate that they think im taking him away from them :(...Its the best relationship i have ever had with anyone,including all my friends. Im just happy that hes happy.
In othah news.
I worked last night from 10pm-5am and got to chucks around 6 cause this asshole cop was behind me the whole way home,when i got home he was in a drunken state and passed out. But laying down with him was amazing. <3
I havnt been this happy in over two years...i havnt felt like this ever...It feels amazing.