Sep 05, 2005 01:18
I just got home from Chucks,i feel like every time i hang out with him i fall more more,and it scares the shit out of me but it feels soooo amazing to feel like this again,Im not gona get crazy,Dont let me get crazy.Im scared im gona lose him. Im to scared im gona lose him to start acting crazy,Im in a realtionship that i actually value and i dont remember the last time that happend to me. Hes amazing,he sees a side of me i didnt even know i had in me. But i like it. I like him. I like this week. I like everything and everyone,Yea,im just happy.
Thank you babe <3
This week is going to suck,Im working four days but im working 30 hours. I have wednesday and thursday off,i need to go to the highschool wednesday boo! Thursday i think im going to do something for Chuck but i have to talk to his mom first,i think ill do that tomorrow. haha hell be happy thats all that matters. <33
We arnt going to see each other that much this week and thats realllllllyyyyyyyyy good (none of you will understand and you dont have to) Im going to miss him SO much though. man,im happy,its gross,im shelby steele im NEVER happy.
BYE.