I figured it out!

[wastd_memory]

I HAVE FIGURED IT OUT!!!!

Okay so i was thinking to my self 'why do none of my realtionships i have ever end on a good note? why do they end at all?' and i figured out that i go for guys who have ...issues,i wana help them save them and when i cant and fail i get angry and mad and give up on everything.

I like boys who did drugs cause i like telling them they cant do them

I like when boys tell me to keep them in line

I like when boys tell me to help them threw it

I like when boys ask for help.

I love helping people. im a big push over. fuck this;;;;