May 26, 2006 09:13
YESTERDAY WAS SO DEPRESSING; AND I DON`T EVEN KNOW WHY.
AFTER LAUREN LEFT, I JUST SAT THERE AND CRIED.
JOEY TALKED TO JORDAN AND WAS MAD AT ME FOR THE STUPIDEST REASONS EVER. I WAS ALL BY MYSELF; MY DAD WAS BEING MEAN TO ME; AND TO TOP EVERYTHING OFF; IT WAS A THUNDERSTORM. I`M SO SICK OF STUFF. I PUSHED IT ALL ASIDE. AND I CLEANED LIKE THE ENTIRE HOUSE AND LIT CANDLES AND LISTENED TO MUSIC. FINALLY AFTER EVERYTHING WAS DONE. LAUREN AND SCOTT WERE FIGHTING AND CHELLE AND ERIC WERE. AND EVERYONE WAS CALLING ME AND TALKING ABOUT IT. I FELT BAD. BUT I`M SICK OF DEALING WITH SHIT. GETTING MAD IS SUCH A WASTE OF TIME. WHY NOT JUST ENJOY LIFE AND WHAT`S LEFT OF IT. HONESTLY. HOPEFULLY THE WEEKEND WILL BE SWEET CAUSE IM SO SICK OF SCHOOL. I KNOW WE ONLY HAVE LIKE 10 DAYS LEFT; BUT THOSE 10 DAYS NEED TO COME QUICK CAUSE I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I CAN TAKE. I`M TRYING BUT IDK. :/
I`LL WRITE LATER I GUESS.
OHH;
PLANS FURR ME AND LAUREN-
FIRDAY;
-CAMPING
-EM
SATURDAY;
-UNCLES
-SHOPPING
-CHELLES
SUNDAY;
-CHURCH
-ERIKA
MONDAY;
-ANDII