Hope.
I don't mean to sound like I'm depressed, because I might be right now, but I won't be soon enough. But right now, I feel like shit, so I'm going to write about that.
I don't mean to sound silly, but I don't believe in good things right now. Hope, it seems, has left for a while.
( The change in narrative speed and feeling is because the radio was on in my living room playing this. I started singing along and listening, and so I feel different. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uAsV5-Hv-7U )
But you know what? Fuck hope, man. That's life, innit? One good swing after another leads to a load of nothing. Life has its ups and downs, and I find these throw-downs with depression and trouble as just another sign that things will get better. Shit, I should be ecstatic right now, but I'm letting the little small things build up and destroy my shot at some satisfaction. I don't give a shit about what could happen that'd be bad right now. In fact, screw all of that, and look at the bright side.
What's the bright side, you ask?
She's talking again. She's talking to ME again. And that is, truly and honestly, all that matters to me right now.
I don't mean to sound silly, but I don't believe in good things right now. Hope, it seems, has left for a while.
( The change in narrative speed and feeling is because the radio was on in my living room playing this. I started singing along and listening, and so I feel different. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uAsV5-Hv-7U )
But you know what? Fuck hope, man. That's life, innit? One good swing after another leads to a load of nothing. Life has its ups and downs, and I find these throw-downs with depression and trouble as just another sign that things will get better. Shit, I should be ecstatic right now, but I'm letting the little small things build up and destroy my shot at some satisfaction. I don't give a shit about what could happen that'd be bad right now. In fact, screw all of that, and look at the bright side.
What's the bright side, you ask?
She's talking again. She's talking to ME again. And that is, truly and honestly, all that matters to me right now.