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I don't think I have been so mad in a while. I had planned a busy day after a busy week. plans to get everything done when slow process man set two emails about what a horrid job I was doing and how he needed two weeks to decide on something that takes 15 other people an hour or two. Sure mistakes might be made but I do not think his catholic church pace will help that. Plus he is so smug and sure he is right. why do I have to deal. Of coarse getting angry is my own thing. I wish I could escape but as I have been to busy/lazy/scared to go make friends here I am stuck doing nothing again or going to sit alone a a coffee house. I guess thats not so bad but I just wish I was braver about talking to people. I guess I can change but ugh!!!
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