today

[wasiantimmy]

this morning i woke up at around 11? and still was spining after a night of getting drunk off my ass. it was sooo fun.. jimmy got a gf yesterday too :) so happy for my bro... this morning i dont kno but i kept saying some pretty funny stuff, that really didnt make sense but it was funny, i'll problyg ive them to leeshe so she could put them in her

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[polwasian]

i love you tim and i kno we're too young, but i can't help but say we're great together =) the history is too precious and our relationship is too precious to touch ya kno? i just feel like i'm (myself) never gonna find anyone that can create such history and have such a connection like we do. i probably should go out and meet guys but my hearts holding me back and i feel guilty even saying "oh that guys cute" and crap like that. I feel like its cheating lol. well reading part of your post got me jealous because i feel like i have so much compitition and kelly is really pretty and skinny and just surpassing me, and i feel like you could probably do much better than me, but then again i think about all i've done and what we've done and how comfortable we are around each other and i feel like no one can beat that. i'm so happy we're best friends and i'm just hoping the future makes a turn for the best and NOT for the worst =) but i can't keep forcing you to be with me and showing that i'm jealous because then its holding you back from your future or what you want to do with your life. i kinda feel like a bad person when i get jealous and hold you back from hanging out with other girls (the waitress or any other girl that you meet). i kno i can't do that because its not right and i have to respect your decisions. i just have to trust the future and have faith in what i beleive and let things ride out. Tim i really like what we have because you make me feel like im understood and i love that about you. i kno this is from a movie but when u look at me u make me feel beautiful even tho i and other people may not think that, but you make me feel so damn pretty and special...and you just make me feel so complete and worthy. so i don't want to lose you at all, and i really hope if you meet someone that you won't put me in the past and never talk to me again...that would be very unhealthy for the both of us =)

okay well this has gotten longer then i wanted it to be lol. i'll see ya whenever sweetie =) don't hesitate to gimme a call to just to say hi or how my day went, i love hearin from you or gettin visits from you...it lets me kno that u still kno i exist and that u care =) i love you =)