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Please no one get too concerned with this, because I know it will pass, but I need to write in some form in order to hopefully make myself feel better. I cant sleep right now. I slept 2 hours last night MABYE, so I figured I would be able to take a huge nap, but was only able to float in and out for mabye 45 minutes. I am hoping that my huge lack of sleep will allow me to catch up some tonight, but we will see. Along with not sleeping and more disturbing is the fact that I really am having a lot of trouble eating too. Today I forced myself to eat 2 cups of yogurt, which made me feel sick. For lunch I ate a bowl of veggie soup, which was fine, and I simply wasnt hungry until 8, which is very unlike me. Nothign sounded good, so I got an order of sushi from Schnucks and wasnt able to finish it - it has also made me feel sick. I knew this was kind of a big deal, so I attepted some retail therapy and bought $300 worth of furniture for the condo. It helped for a little bit, but I dont know. I am so scared for the uncertainty of next year, even though I know that I have little to nothing to worry about, so I have no idea, I just hope to sleep this off.