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I heard this song on the radio, Everything by Lifehouse, and It made me cry.
Everything just built up inside of me and I basically burst like a bubble,I avoided the fact that my best friend here and the boy that im absolutely in love with, is gone, in one of the most dangerous places in the world right now. My mom was in tears the other night because of my grandma, and I can't stand to see her upset. My dad's arthritis is getting worse, and I can't stand to see him come home after his favorite thing to do(golf) and say hes getting worse and worse. Not only that but he's on so much medication for his heart and for his skin. The people who mean the most to me right now are in pain, and I hate to see them like this. I'm so worried about my family and tyler and his family. I can't even imagine how his mom must feel right now. So while just browsing my computer I stumbled across some old pictures from when I used to live in NY, they made me feel alot better,*cheered me up* I miss my faajacm, they mean so much to me. During times like these I know I can count on them to talk to about all my problems, love you guys.
When my computer crashed I lost alot of my pictures, so these are either from other peoples sites or what was left on my camera.All of my pictures that were uploaded on to dotphoto, won't let me resave to my computer because of copyrighting, but they are my own pictures so I don't get it.
so many more I could have posted :(
Everything just built up inside of me and I basically burst like a bubble,I avoided the fact that my best friend here and the boy that im absolutely in love with, is gone, in one of the most dangerous places in the world right now. My mom was in tears the other night because of my grandma, and I can't stand to see her upset. My dad's arthritis is getting worse, and I can't stand to see him come home after his favorite thing to do(golf) and say hes getting worse and worse. Not only that but he's on so much medication for his heart and for his skin. The people who mean the most to me right now are in pain, and I hate to see them like this. I'm so worried about my family and tyler and his family. I can't even imagine how his mom must feel right now. So while just browsing my computer I stumbled across some old pictures from when I used to live in NY, they made me feel alot better,*cheered me up* I miss my faajacm, they mean so much to me. During times like these I know I can count on them to talk to about all my problems, love you guys.
When my computer crashed I lost alot of my pictures, so these are either from other peoples sites or what was left on my camera.All of my pictures that were uploaded on to dotphoto, won't let me resave to my computer because of copyrighting, but they are my own pictures so I don't get it.
so many more I could have posted :(