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ok, ive decieded to start writing in this again. ive been becoming quite the computer dork, but im 6 months pregnant, im not working, and im tired of endlessly channel surfing and going out and spending the rest of the money i have left.
i had a beautiful day today! i spent it with my sister which is something i havent done much of in the past couple of months. she had a doctors appointment, then we went out for lunch. we had found a place to do really cheap pedicures, went to the bank to finish up the loose ends of my new car loan. we decieded to go see charlie and the chocolate factory at the imax theater, so we drove all the way to the mozi museum just to find out that they only play it at the channelside imax movie theater, so we drove all over tampa, got lost for about 2 hours, i havent laughed that much in a long time. the movie was ok, i wasnt crazy about the umpa lumpa songs. johnny depp did a great job with being willy wonka, but in a different style, he wasnt trying to be like gene wilder, and he defenitly changed willy's character but in a good way. still, nothing near as neat as the original. then when i got home i got the keys to my new car! its sooo lovely, me and amb drove around, we got some strawberrycreme slushes from sonic. and now im settled down in my pajamas.
ive been so contently happy lately. more so then i think ive been in a couple of years, really. normally, the state of my happines is based off of the status of a realtionship im currently in, or not in. ive been able to put boys aside, and just consentrate on me and my daughters future life together. nothing gives me more joy. its weird how ive changed for her, and i havent even met her yet! simple little things like, not worrying about boys, or when people ask me what i want for my birthday and all i can think about is stuff to get for lily. what i want is for her to a beautiful life. and i plan on breaking my back just so that happends. today the theater was so loud and it was driving her crazy, she was kicking all around, i couldnt pay attention to the movie, all i could do was put my hand on my belly, and hope that she knew her mommy was trying to touch her. writing that made me cry<3. i love my lily. i cant wait to see her face.
ok well im done, and im going to go to sleep<3! bye
i had a beautiful day today! i spent it with my sister which is something i havent done much of in the past couple of months. she had a doctors appointment, then we went out for lunch. we had found a place to do really cheap pedicures, went to the bank to finish up the loose ends of my new car loan. we decieded to go see charlie and the chocolate factory at the imax theater, so we drove all the way to the mozi museum just to find out that they only play it at the channelside imax movie theater, so we drove all over tampa, got lost for about 2 hours, i havent laughed that much in a long time. the movie was ok, i wasnt crazy about the umpa lumpa songs. johnny depp did a great job with being willy wonka, but in a different style, he wasnt trying to be like gene wilder, and he defenitly changed willy's character but in a good way. still, nothing near as neat as the original. then when i got home i got the keys to my new car! its sooo lovely, me and amb drove around, we got some strawberrycreme slushes from sonic. and now im settled down in my pajamas.
ive been so contently happy lately. more so then i think ive been in a couple of years, really. normally, the state of my happines is based off of the status of a realtionship im currently in, or not in. ive been able to put boys aside, and just consentrate on me and my daughters future life together. nothing gives me more joy. its weird how ive changed for her, and i havent even met her yet! simple little things like, not worrying about boys, or when people ask me what i want for my birthday and all i can think about is stuff to get for lily. what i want is for her to a beautiful life. and i plan on breaking my back just so that happends. today the theater was so loud and it was driving her crazy, she was kicking all around, i couldnt pay attention to the movie, all i could do was put my hand on my belly, and hope that she knew her mommy was trying to touch her. writing that made me cry<3. i love my lily. i cant wait to see her face.
ok well im done, and im going to go to sleep<3! bye