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dear friend,
i know it's been a while, but i haven't been on the computer much since i got home. daddy's home and is doing good.
mommy's home and is doing bitchy.
the drama club show went really well. it was a lot of fun hanging out with everyone those last few days, and those last few days are always the best. the cast party was also a lot of fun. i was so tired afterwards though.
auditions for bright lights were today. i did really well, even though i'm not sure if i can even do the show. i kind of hope i can, and i kind of hope i can't. ehh whatever happens happens.
we're getting so close to florida and i'm getting afraid that i'm going to forget something importent. i also have a lot of other stuff that i need to do before i leave, including epic amounts of homework.
the biology trip people left today. i love my classes when they're smaller. you have no idea. i actually enjoy history on these days, and the days go by so fast at school and then slow at home. i really love that feeling.
i'm not sure if i mentioned this in my last entry, but last monday i had a great conversation with katherine rich. it really was refreshing.
i feel like i'm watching myself grow up and i'm watching all the drama that happens in highschool just start to pass me by. i'm watching people stay the same and treat me as if i've stayed the same as well, and then they realize that i haven't, and they move on.
ever know what it's like to be the first person to really talk to someone, and then all of a sudden, everyone likes them, and if you want to hang out with them, everyone thinks you like them too. and then your friends think that something is going on with you but there isn't. and you don't know what to think because your forever crush just broke up with his girlfriend, and you don't think you like him again, but there's that chance. and you know that one of your friends likes you, and the kid you were in love with in middle school came back to your highschool, and he hunted you down to smile and say hello.
?
i have no idea what to do.. but i know that i just typed this whole entry without looking at the keyboard.
i know it's been a while, but i haven't been on the computer much since i got home. daddy's home and is doing good.
mommy's home and is doing bitchy.
the drama club show went really well. it was a lot of fun hanging out with everyone those last few days, and those last few days are always the best. the cast party was also a lot of fun. i was so tired afterwards though.
auditions for bright lights were today. i did really well, even though i'm not sure if i can even do the show. i kind of hope i can, and i kind of hope i can't. ehh whatever happens happens.
we're getting so close to florida and i'm getting afraid that i'm going to forget something importent. i also have a lot of other stuff that i need to do before i leave, including epic amounts of homework.
the biology trip people left today. i love my classes when they're smaller. you have no idea. i actually enjoy history on these days, and the days go by so fast at school and then slow at home. i really love that feeling.
i'm not sure if i mentioned this in my last entry, but last monday i had a great conversation with katherine rich. it really was refreshing.
i feel like i'm watching myself grow up and i'm watching all the drama that happens in highschool just start to pass me by. i'm watching people stay the same and treat me as if i've stayed the same as well, and then they realize that i haven't, and they move on.
ever know what it's like to be the first person to really talk to someone, and then all of a sudden, everyone likes them, and if you want to hang out with them, everyone thinks you like them too. and then your friends think that something is going on with you but there isn't. and you don't know what to think because your forever crush just broke up with his girlfriend, and you don't think you like him again, but there's that chance. and you know that one of your friends likes you, and the kid you were in love with in middle school came back to your highschool, and he hunted you down to smile and say hello.
?
i have no idea what to do.. but i know that i just typed this whole entry without looking at the keyboard.