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So much is going on right now.
Im trying to do good in school and make good grades.
Im about to be grounded for an enormous amount of time.I'm going ot miss talking with Matt alot.Maybe it's a good thing though.
So It seems hes been getting in trouble at home latley for numourus of reasons and grades..ehh idk what his deal is.
I hate this.I mean i hate not talking to him -n- stuff i hate not being able to see him all the time.
I mean everyone's like your so lucky to have like such a good relationship.Yeah,I am Lucky...But in the process of being happy and getting what i want i want i also get hurt alot.But to me its all worth it.It's worth everything it truley is.Because i know that i wont hurt forever.&yeah.He's been getting in trouble for being on the phone alot with me and stuff and i think that we kinda need time to just space us out i guess i'm goint to hate it terribly so maybe me getting grounded is kinda a good thing.this is definatley not the way i want things but this is the way things work out sometimes.But no more,No more bad grades,No more trying to be somebody.I mean i need to do my work like seriously.I need to also stop trying to be someone im not i need to careless what people honestly think about me.&Im so glad i have God to help me through all of this.Lets not point out the obvious but its hard to talk to the person you tell everything to when the problems with them you know? but when gods involved its so much different.= \
I think i just need time to think about all of this.
I mean honestly,I feel like everyone is changing and like maybe this is for the better but i think i have my nice little crowd right now and i think i just wanna stay in it.I trust most of them&the ones i dont i dont talk too.I just hate being friends with so many people and starting so much drama i just hate it.Idk..
I really dont know how to put all this.
My family life is pretty OK right now.My parents seem a little cranky latley idk why but i hope they get over it soon cause i dont like it when their like this at all...Alright well im done telling everyone my problems.
3rd period.
[JPopp]Hey Heidi Turn Around.
[Heidi]Uhm ok.
[JPopp] {knees Heidi in the butt}
[Heidi] Oww!,hey im gonna get you back.
Right after 4th period.
[Heidi]Hey Justin!!!!!!!!!! {knees him in the butt HARD}
[JPopp]ow.HEY HEIDI.. {Chases Heidi and pushes her on wall & try's to knee her in the punanie.}
hahah omg great times.
iloveyou JPopp hahhahahah! hahahha APPLEJUICE..you loser,i hope you press the Gatoraide button again. :) jay kay..
ILOVEMATTHEW!!!!!!♥