it's been weeks, if not months, since I last read a fic that made me cry like hell. the first part really got to me. if I was Sungmin in THAT world then I'd feel the same; like everything's real. then you wrote about Hae's dad dying (I was so out of myself that my heart was simply sinking in deep puddles.) don't get me started on the days when Sungmin was thinking about university and HyukHae thinking hardly about it and the moment when Hae gave that envelope to Sungmin and the hug and.. my heart reached Milky Way.
I haven't read a psychological fic like this before. aside from what my sister usually writes, this was a first. a very great first to be exact. and gosh that part when Min was introducing Hyuk to Heechul and Chul being.. truthful and trying his best to let Min see what was happening was another addition to the depth where my heart was sinking. but the ending.. I was never expecting that. Gawd I'm speechless now.
your work... is absolutely great. now please go and find my heart and bring it back to me safely. hopefully it wouldn't be too mushy after the depth it had to go through while reading this. :)
I'm not going to lie; all the way through reading your comment I've been grinning like an idiot. I'm so sorry I made you cry! /gives you a whole wad of tissues :(
I'm really interested in psychological fics, manga, stories, movies, uh, all avenues of psychological stories, basically. This was my first time trying to write it myself though, and I'm so glad you like it ;___; One of my favourite scenes ♥ As I mentioned to thundersquall, it's just the contrast between Sungmin believing what's real and Heechul showing him the truth, and then his denial... Ah, the ending! I have to admit it's a bit of a copout imo, but! It's the end...
THank you so much! And I will, um, board my spaceship at the next opportunity to seek your heart through the galaxies! Hopefully I will find it and return it back to you :)
♥ YOU YOU YOU. Thank you for taking the time to comment and leaving such a wonderful comment :)
You and my older sister will get along just fine. Great more even. She likes psychological stories too. She's written a lot and honestly at some point I can't understand this part and I have to read all over again. I'm even more glad that you wrote it. Seriously. ^^ yes yes. now you make me miss Sungmin MOAR. /sniffs
Btw, if you don't mind, may I add you as a friend? Just that.. uhmm... /is stuttering after reading your work, I was really hyped up. But it was a sad fic but it really got the adrenalin kicking! That was helpful just so you know because I was stuck on this KangTeuk am writing right now. Which is a fic that's supposed to be funny/sweet. Ahh.. It's also because I admire your style of writing. Am I still making any sense here? lol. anyway, yeah?
Now I'm curious about your sister and what she writes! Hahaha, but there's nothing wrong with psychological things! It gets you thinking, more than romance or comedy ever could (though I'm a sucker for them anyway...) And I'm so glad you liked it! Seriously :) Why would you miss Sungmin :( He is gorgeous perfection and right there for the taking, om nom nom.
Ahahah, no I don't mind at all! I'll add you on my regular journal :) Lmaoooo, I'm glad it got you hyped up? Well, anything to help a fellow writer! I can understand completely with the -getting stuck on a certain part of a fic- ugh, tell me about it. Worse part of the process, but it makes the end result all the much more rewarding, so keep at it! Thank you! I don't find anything... more than ordinary about my style, tbh, so it's nice to hear that :) I understand you, dw!
There really isn't! I don't know but whenever I read psychological stories, when I don't get a certain part, I feel even more eager to read all over again until I get the plot! my sister trained me. sorta. lol. ^^
I miss Sungmin because, for some reason, I don't hear a lot from him nowadays! I wonder what Kyuhyun is doing right now.. he's probably with Sungmin right? oh but then... gah. SUNGMIN...!! T^T
omo~ thank you so much! yes yes! by tonight, I shall finish it! /is obviously hyped up lol
/snuggles I am everyone's plushie. as well as ice-cream and cotton candy~ (omo. that rhymed. :DDD )
Omo. You and my other sister are alike there! ^^ She is. But whenever I tell her she is, she disagrees. My sister's the modest type; not taking any compliment seriously unless she knows it's really her. :D
Really? I've been gone for a long time T^T Yeah! SS3~ Have you watched his SOLO?!?!?! /dies You're Sungmin biased and I'm Kyuhyun biased^^
*gasp* Why? What happened? Ooops. That is, if you don't mind telling me ^^; thank you btw.
GASP. THERE'S GONNA BE QMIMIN?!?!? Bah. Some stuff just needed to be sort out. lol. I watched it once but my eyes wouldn't stop going *.* and drooling.. is gonna be another hobby if I watch it again. xD keke. I like those pairings too! I mean, I like any pairing but the first fic I've ever read was KyuMin so... the sentiment and stuff^^ and I vaguely remember the next fic I read was about all 15 of them... It was smut I think? I am a very curious person. O.O
You ain't gonna lose interest now that I'm here. lol. THERE ARE NO LASTS! >///< /beams :D
WHO KNOWS! But it's only a rumour, so don't get your hopes up T___T I can understand that completely, hahahha. He was just amazing in that solo *____* I'm rather indiscriminate with pairings too :O But I sadly can't bring myself to like yewook (and most Ryeowook pairings :/) but my heart definitely lies with hyukmin and qmi :) Omg! That fic sounds amazing :O I would not be shy to admit that I would like a link to that, please~
Oh.. ._. He sure was! but gaaaah.. my eyes and that river of drool *.* Omo. Why is that?? I like HyukMin since they trained together right? before Hae joined, I think they were always together practicing? And that EHB episode where they had to do mouth-to-mouth... AWW~ during that one radio show of his.. wait. here's the link to that: HyukMin~
I can't find it though. it's hard! T^T I'll keep trying. there're a lot of 15some fics out there.. I think?
/smacks you lightly. Snap out of it! I actually don't know. I mean I can read it perfectly fine, but I don't really enjoy writing it and would avoid it if possible. Ah, Ryeowook is my least favourite in suju. Yes! Hyukmin were close friends pre-debut, and it was usually them two and DBSK!Junsu. Rumours had it that they'd be debuting as a trio before that got disbanded and Junsu joined DBSK :) They are so cute together, and so wonderful ;___; Ah I love them os much. And yes! I've seen that. I'm pretty sure that's just fanservice though, because Sungmin admitted later that his first kiss was with a noona he really liked~
I haven't seen many ot15 fics, but then again I haven't been looking. Thank you, though!
Refuses to trust you :|
We are late people. And now I am crawling to bed, orz. Goodnight!
~.~ Sungmin is nice~~~~ Oh I see.. I can't grade the members well except for Kyu being my first. o.o it's too hard T^T I read about that before! ^^ at least they ended up with good people~ Yes, definitely. Sometimes I question fanservices... Some just seem so real. O.O
You're welcome. I honestly just clicked on a link and poof! I didn't know what smut was before I read it and after reading it... Wow. That's how un-awesome I am. :P
I'm not trustworthy! /cries
Goodnight to you~ btw, we need to talk somewhere soon. Twitter? AIM? stuff. talk to you soon :)
Sungmin is tooooo nice to be true :| Must stop fantasising! /pets you. Over time, I just realised it... Natural, I guess D: It's hard for me to find him attractive or be interested in anything he's exclusively in... Ofc they did! Who better than Donghae and Kyuhyun? :3 I have to admit that I've thought Hanchul to be real at times :| Just seemed so... genuine, idk.
You are now enlightened! How is reading smut any amount of un-awesome? ;)
/lightly smacks you. No crying!
My twitter is listed in my contact post on my lj! I don't have AIM though. Talk to you soon as well :)
But fantasizing is NICE too!!! D: /mews Natural... Well, people have their own perspectives on certain matters so I understand you. Omo! KyuHae~~ lol. Planning on writing a chaptered fic about them soon^^ HanChul.. /cries OH GOSH I miss them so much..!! Like, they were soooooooooo REAL. I mean, REALLY REAL. Heenim seemed so different whenever he was with Hankyung. They're so dorky and and... LOVE! Oh gosh ;~; (sorry for the outburst)
"Enlightened" xD I mean, not knowing what smut means = un-awsomeness :P
Because I'm not trustworthy.. /cries MOAR
Ohhh 'kay~ will be following ya! @mandu_sarang. Remembah the usahname yo. ^^
I haven't read a psychological fic like this before. aside from what my sister usually writes, this was a first. a very great first to be exact. and gosh that part when Min was introducing Hyuk to Heechul and Chul being.. truthful and trying his best to let Min see what was happening was another addition to the depth where my heart was sinking. but the ending.. I was never expecting that. Gawd I'm speechless now.
your work... is absolutely great. now please go and find my heart and bring it back to me safely. hopefully it wouldn't be too mushy after the depth it had to go through while reading this. :)
<3 YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU
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I'm really interested in psychological fics, manga, stories, movies, uh, all avenues of psychological stories, basically. This was my first time trying to write it myself though, and I'm so glad you like it ;___; One of my favourite scenes ♥ As I mentioned to thundersquall, it's just the contrast between Sungmin believing what's real and Heechul showing him the truth, and then his denial...
Ah, the ending! I have to admit it's a bit of a copout imo, but! It's the end...
THank you so much! And I will, um, board my spaceship at the next opportunity to seek your heart through the galaxies! Hopefully I will find it and return it back to you :)
♥ YOU YOU YOU. Thank you for taking the time to comment and leaving such a wonderful comment :)
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You and my older sister will get along just fine. Great more even. She likes psychological stories too. She's written a lot and honestly at some point I can't understand this part and I have to read all over again. I'm even more glad that you wrote it. Seriously. ^^ yes yes. now you make me miss Sungmin MOAR. /sniffs
Btw, if you don't mind, may I add you as a friend? Just that.. uhmm... /is stuttering after reading your work, I was really hyped up. But it was a sad fic but it really got the adrenalin kicking! That was helpful just so you know because I was stuck on this KangTeuk am writing right now. Which is a fic that's supposed to be funny/sweet. Ahh.. It's also because I admire your style of writing. Am I still making any sense here? lol. anyway, yeah?
/sniffs
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Now I'm curious about your sister and what she writes! Hahaha, but there's nothing wrong with psychological things! It gets you thinking, more than romance or comedy ever could (though I'm a sucker for them anyway...) And I'm so glad you liked it! Seriously :)
Why would you miss Sungmin :( He is gorgeous perfection and right there for the taking, om nom nom.
Ahahah, no I don't mind at all! I'll add you on my regular journal :)
Lmaoooo, I'm glad it got you hyped up? Well, anything to help a fellow writer! I can understand completely with the -getting stuck on a certain part of a fic- ugh, tell me about it. Worse part of the process, but it makes the end result all the much more rewarding, so keep at it!
Thank you! I don't find anything... more than ordinary about my style, tbh, so it's nice to hear that :)
I understand you, dw!
/snuggles in a hug. You're so cute and sweet :')
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There really isn't! I don't know but whenever I read psychological stories, when I don't get a certain part, I feel even more eager to read all over again until I get the plot! my sister trained me. sorta. lol. ^^
I miss Sungmin because, for some reason, I don't hear a lot from him nowadays! I wonder what Kyuhyun is doing right now.. he's probably with Sungmin right? oh but then... gah. SUNGMIN...!! T^T
omo~ thank you so much!
yes yes! by tonight, I shall finish it! /is obviously hyped up lol
/snuggles I am everyone's plushie. as well as ice-cream and cotton candy~ (omo. that rhymed. :DDD )
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Omo. You and my other sister are alike there! ^^ She is. But whenever I tell her she is, she disagrees. My sister's the modest type; not taking any compliment seriously unless she knows it's really her. :D
Really? I've been gone for a long time T^T Yeah! SS3~ Have you watched his SOLO?!?!?! /dies You're Sungmin biased and I'm Kyuhyun biased^^
*gasp* Why? What happened? Ooops. That is, if you don't mind telling me ^^; thank you btw.
/being devoured. I am! :P
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Okay your sisters (plural!) sound awesome, and by definition and genetics, you must be as well :)
Yes~ Lol! Where'd you go? :x I DID! I died the first few times I watched it. Mmmm~ Sungmin~
Kyumin! Except my otps are qmi and hyukmin ;_____;
Oh! I just... lost interest, lol. This fic was meant to be my last but it's not happening :| You're welcome!
Goody :) /eats some more
(and orz, I'm going to delete the comment I did with my other account >__> forgot I was logged into that one, sobs.)
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They are but I don't think I am. ^^;
GASP. THERE'S GONNA BE QMIMIN?!?!? Bah. Some stuff just needed to be sort out. lol. I watched it once but my eyes wouldn't stop going *.* and drooling.. is gonna be another hobby if I watch it again. xD
keke. I like those pairings too! I mean, I like any pairing but the first fic I've ever read was KyuMin so... the sentiment and stuff^^ and I vaguely remember the next fic I read was about all 15 of them... It was smut I think? I am a very curious person. O.O
You ain't gonna lose interest now that I'm here. lol. THERE ARE NO LASTS! >///< /beams :D
/giggles. haha. it's okay. ^^
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WHO KNOWS! But it's only a rumour, so don't get your hopes up T___T I can understand that completely, hahahha. He was just amazing in that solo *____*
I'm rather indiscriminate with pairings too :O But I sadly can't bring myself to like yewook (and most Ryeowook pairings :/) but my heart definitely lies with hyukmin and qmi :)
Omg! That fic sounds amazing :O I would not be shy to admit that I would like a link to that, please~
WE SHALL SEE ABOUT THAT! /beams back.
/tickles you! Sobs, sorry this is late :|
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Oh.. ._. He sure was! but gaaaah.. my eyes and that river of drool *.*
Omo. Why is that?? I like HyukMin since they trained together right? before Hae joined, I think they were always together practicing? And that EHB episode where they had to do mouth-to-mouth... AWW~ during that one radio show of his.. wait. here's the link to that: HyukMin~
I can't find it though. it's hard! T^T I'll keep trying. there're a lot of 15some fics out there.. I think?
Trust me~~ :P
/tickled it's okay! this is late too DD:
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SuJu twister; pick a body
I cannot believe the second fic I read was smut. T^T
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/smacks you lightly. Snap out of it!
I actually don't know. I mean I can read it perfectly fine, but I don't really enjoy writing it and would avoid it if possible. Ah, Ryeowook is my least favourite in suju.
Yes! Hyukmin were close friends pre-debut, and it was usually them two and DBSK!Junsu. Rumours had it that they'd be debuting as a trio before that got disbanded and Junsu joined DBSK :)
They are so cute together, and so wonderful ;___; Ah I love them os much. And yes! I've seen that. I'm pretty sure that's just fanservice though, because Sungmin admitted later that his first kiss was with a noona he really liked~
I haven't seen many ot15 fics, but then again I haven't been looking. Thank you, though!
Refuses to trust you :|
We are late people. And now I am crawling to bed, orz. Goodnight!
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~.~ Sungmin is nice~~~~
Oh I see.. I can't grade the members well except for Kyu being my first. o.o it's too hard T^T
I read about that before! ^^ at least they ended up with good people~
Yes, definitely. Sometimes I question fanservices... Some just seem so real. O.O
You're welcome. I honestly just clicked on a link and poof! I didn't know what smut was before I read it and after reading it... Wow. That's how un-awesome I am. :P
I'm not trustworthy! /cries
Goodnight to you~ btw, we need to talk somewhere soon. Twitter? AIM? stuff. talk to you soon :)
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Sungmin is tooooo nice to be true :| Must stop fantasising!
/pets you. Over time, I just realised it... Natural, I guess D: It's hard for me to find him attractive or be interested in anything he's exclusively in...
Ofc they did! Who better than Donghae and Kyuhyun? :3
I have to admit that I've thought Hanchul to be real at times :| Just seemed so... genuine, idk.
You are now enlightened! How is reading smut any amount of un-awesome? ;)
/lightly smacks you. No crying!
My twitter is listed in my contact post on my lj! I don't have AIM though. Talk to you soon as well :)
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But fantasizing is NICE too!!! D:
/mews Natural... Well, people have their own perspectives on certain matters so I understand you.
Omo! KyuHae~~ lol. Planning on writing a chaptered fic about them soon^^
HanChul.. /cries OH GOSH I miss them so much..!! Like, they were soooooooooo REAL. I mean, REALLY REAL. Heenim seemed so different whenever he was with Hankyung. They're so dorky and and... LOVE! Oh gosh ;~; (sorry for the outburst)
"Enlightened" xD I mean, not knowing what smut means = un-awsomeness :P
Because I'm not trustworthy.. /cries MOAR
Ohhh 'kay~ will be following ya! @mandu_sarang. Remembah the usahname yo. ^^
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