yes man!
my coworker once told me that we should do everything once, even the stuff you don't like to do. what he said was inspiring, although i have battles with all the blood and gore that are going on inside my mind right now about what he said... i kind of aspire to have my coworker's attitude towards life: take it easy, even when you're having a shitty day or week.
today i blew up on my mom cos i couldn't walk at work due to my very sore legs, and i felt sick (i thought i was going to throw up the piece of bread i ate). it was silly of me, i shouldn't have done that, but i can't beat myself up cos of it. today is just another day. ill be good someday.
the feeling of not being enough to a person you care for sucks; i can cry (like this afternoon; i was being a baby) and be ridiculously sad about it, but i think ill take a shower. i'll let the water wash off the shitty stuff i've thought and done, scrub my skin new. ill feel good and clean; tomorrow is merely several hours away.
cheers
today i blew up on my mom cos i couldn't walk at work due to my very sore legs, and i felt sick (i thought i was going to throw up the piece of bread i ate). it was silly of me, i shouldn't have done that, but i can't beat myself up cos of it. today is just another day. ill be good someday.
the feeling of not being enough to a person you care for sucks; i can cry (like this afternoon; i was being a baby) and be ridiculously sad about it, but i think ill take a shower. i'll let the water wash off the shitty stuff i've thought and done, scrub my skin new. ill feel good and clean; tomorrow is merely several hours away.
cheers