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Okay, so, I've had stuff on my mind lately...
About Alex.
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I know some of you, if not most, don't approve of him...but I don't care anymore, to be honest.
If I'm in love, then I'm in love and that's that.
Everywhere I turn to always leads me back to Alex and it's killing me to know that each day is went through unspoken words of love...
If there is anything I have learned this past year, it is to appreciate those you care about and love the most, while you have the time...because anything can happen. You may see someone one day and say goodbye to them, emotionless, and never see them again. The circumstances have made me realize that I shouldn't take everything for granted...Which is what brings me to telling Alex how much I love him...
Once we broke things off, I didn't realize how much I missed him until he was out of reach of the phone and we were no longer talking...
Look, I just want to stress to you that whenever you are with your friends, family, whomever, to just take in every moment as if it were your last. Appreciate and tell these people that they mean a lot to you. (You don't really need Valentine's Day to do this, although it is nice)
Because really, you never know when you are going to see them again. Don't always assume you'll see these people "next time." Tell these people how much they mean to you. I'm sure they would want to die knowing that you care. OR maybe you would want to die knowing that you told the people you love that you truly care.
My fear is never letting Alex know.
About Alex.
:)
I know some of you, if not most, don't approve of him...but I don't care anymore, to be honest.
If I'm in love, then I'm in love and that's that.
Everywhere I turn to always leads me back to Alex and it's killing me to know that each day is went through unspoken words of love...
If there is anything I have learned this past year, it is to appreciate those you care about and love the most, while you have the time...because anything can happen. You may see someone one day and say goodbye to them, emotionless, and never see them again. The circumstances have made me realize that I shouldn't take everything for granted...Which is what brings me to telling Alex how much I love him...
Once we broke things off, I didn't realize how much I missed him until he was out of reach of the phone and we were no longer talking...
Look, I just want to stress to you that whenever you are with your friends, family, whomever, to just take in every moment as if it were your last. Appreciate and tell these people that they mean a lot to you. (You don't really need Valentine's Day to do this, although it is nice)
Because really, you never know when you are going to see them again. Don't always assume you'll see these people "next time." Tell these people how much they mean to you. I'm sure they would want to die knowing that you care. OR maybe you would want to die knowing that you told the people you love that you truly care.
My fear is never letting Alex know.