You were the love for certain of my life...
Hmm. Well, all there is to say is that...the devil sucks.
hmm...
I miss the ocean..
If there is a place on Earth that I could go to anytime, anywhere, it would be the ocean.
It holds a special place in my heart for a number of reasons.
ha-i remember i almost drowned in the ocean a long time ago
i remember thinking deeply about everything...
i remember standing over the deck and wondering what would happen if i fell into the abyss of that dark water...
I have even tried the ocean-its seafood and sushi-which has come to be my favorite food
But most of all, its where my life started.
Hm.
I feel like floating now...
This week ive felt closer to God.
I feel like he is working in my life everyday now..and somehow, guiding me...
It's an everyday struggle but with the right attitude, it can be done. gotta keep the faith and all...
never knew it was a lonely feeling though.
Love is the example...
and Im excited to start the day tomorrow, so things can change more.
But at the same time, i wanna fall into a deep sleep and wake up a few years from now.
I wonder what he has in store for me in the time to come.
its a scary but, a somewhat assuring thought.
thats it for now