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Ok i know ive neglected this thing for months and months now, and actually i did that on purpose. i never updated anyways, i never have anything interesting to say and i really dont have the time anymore. but i am only making this one desperate post because im sitting alone in a dark computer lab like i have been for the past four hours and theres no one here and im ready to scream.
i SUCK at CAD ok horrible, terrible, dont know what im doing. but yesterday i finally, FINALLY figure out what the fuck im doing and get a solid amount of my final finished and it looks great. so i come here around 3 thinking ok i have a little more to do, maybe ill even be finished before dinner...but no, i wasnt, but that was okay because i was really close. and then i fucked eeeevvveeeerything up. i decided to do a cover page before my furniture page and i know this makes no sense to anyone and everyone could probalby give twoshits but i dont care. so i delete all the walls thinking its only on that page...but NO.....I DELETED ALL OF THE WALLS......and there is NO WAY to get them back.....i was A PAGE AWAY from being done with cad for the next month! and it looked good too....so for the past hour ive been trying to do everything i know how to do to get my old plan into my new file and use that but it will not work and i am NOT doing it over, i cant, i wont, i DONT CARE.....i emailed my professor asking him what the fuck to do but mostly trying to suggest to him that it would be a good idea if i gave up right now and just had him "help" me fix it tommorrow morning before the final. Im so sick of this. I have another final to study for too tonite, and i dont even have a study guide for that one, but i was just gonna wait and worry about it after i did all the cad. but now i dont want to do anything. i dont want to do cad. i dont want to study. i dont want to talk to anyone. i want to smoke a butt and then magically just be home again. i want to scream at the top of my lungs, but there are people here now. people from my class who are probably gonna finish this damn thing within the next hour.
i SUCK at CAD ok horrible, terrible, dont know what im doing. but yesterday i finally, FINALLY figure out what the fuck im doing and get a solid amount of my final finished and it looks great. so i come here around 3 thinking ok i have a little more to do, maybe ill even be finished before dinner...but no, i wasnt, but that was okay because i was really close. and then i fucked eeeevvveeeerything up. i decided to do a cover page before my furniture page and i know this makes no sense to anyone and everyone could probalby give twoshits but i dont care. so i delete all the walls thinking its only on that page...but NO.....I DELETED ALL OF THE WALLS......and there is NO WAY to get them back.....i was A PAGE AWAY from being done with cad for the next month! and it looked good too....so for the past hour ive been trying to do everything i know how to do to get my old plan into my new file and use that but it will not work and i am NOT doing it over, i cant, i wont, i DONT CARE.....i emailed my professor asking him what the fuck to do but mostly trying to suggest to him that it would be a good idea if i gave up right now and just had him "help" me fix it tommorrow morning before the final. Im so sick of this. I have another final to study for too tonite, and i dont even have a study guide for that one, but i was just gonna wait and worry about it after i did all the cad. but now i dont want to do anything. i dont want to do cad. i dont want to study. i dont want to talk to anyone. i want to smoke a butt and then magically just be home again. i want to scream at the top of my lungs, but there are people here now. people from my class who are probably gonna finish this damn thing within the next hour.