so i should tell you why it's so hard to tell you . . .
i worked 10-5 today, it wasn't a bad shift at all. i work tomorrow as well, then come home to sleep for awhile and then i have to pick kristina up. i wish we could sit down and talk about everything, maybe we will, maybe not. thursday is my only day off, and i'm not sure if she'll want to hang out with me the day after she gets home. anyway, i'm tired of always talking about the same things, it doesn't really matter what happens. i downloaded the entire Eighteen Visions album "Obsession", it's pretty awesome. i needed some new music, and this will do just fine. everyone should go check it out, it's rather good. i wish i could be talking to someone right now, she puts everything into perspective and really makes me better understand any situation. i just hope i find a relationship soon that will last and make me happy, that's something i really need right now.