Jul 03, 2004 21:41
i worked 3-8 tonight, it wasn't a bad shift at all. i only have one more day at western sizzlin, and i start my new job monday. i'm really excited to begin this new job, it feels like i'm opening a new chapter in my life. new job, amazing girl who perhaps may be my amazing girlfriend in the near future, and my parents want me to transfer to hood college this fall. my life is pretty awesome right now. i love how everything seems to be falling into place, i'm happy, and couldn't really ask for anything more. i miss kristina pretty bad, i think this time away is just going to make me like her more, i hope that's a mutual feeling. i don't think i would've stayed through the confusion and uncertainty if i didn't feel like this would be an amazing relationship. whenever she's ready, i think this could be the best relationship i've ever had. i'm afraid of losing her, afraid she'll find someone better, or continue to like the other guys that she's drawn to now. i think i have some of the best friends anyone could ask for, they truly are incredible. i hope you all know how much i appreciate you. i love having friends that i can talk to about anything and everything. i think this will be a very good week, i just have that feeling. i'll be really excited to see kristina wednesday when i pick her up. i'll be there with open arms and the biggest hug possible. thank you everyone for dealing with my bad times and for not tossing me to the side, you all mean a lot to me, never forget that.