May 26, 2004 13:05
I realized today that I get a kick out of the fact when I log in... at the top it says, "welcome warwickdavis." because that is not my name at all. but if it was.
betty got fixed yesterday, my mom didn't tell me. what the hell! but she looks really cute and sad.
mewing softly.
I am trying to get another job at this place down on waverly but my dad still hasn't told me where to go exactly. I'm off probation. but owe the gov 60 dollars still. I hate money. I have to talk about it all the time, and it runs my life.
looks like sonny is driving down and buying me a ticket to that show in chicago today. it's cool.
I tired to go out with JR last night. but I drink too much and i admitted it last night on the phone.
I admitted a lot of things last night. why I'm such an asshole. well a jerk atleast. I hate relationships sometimes even thought I'm not in one. there is this girl I am kind of leading on but not really, I've seen her a lot the last month. shes cool. I just think that i lead her on because sometimes I think of someone that doesnt even live here anymore.
damn strawberry milk. i cant make up my mind what to do