Behind My Closed Eyelids : Unvoiced Truths
Behind My Closed Eyelids : Unvoiced Truths | C / Birthday | Dir en Grey x the GazettE | KyoxRuki
Title: Behind My Closed Eyelids : Unvoiced Truths
Chapter: one-shot
Author: warumono_girl
Set and Theme: Set C/Birthday for j10_ways
Band(s): Dir en Grey x The GazettE
Pairing: KyoxRuki
Rating: R
Warnings: blowjob
Summary: ” I can’t suppress a moan on the moment your body touches mine, my still clothed arousal rubbing at you, making me shudder and whimper”
Word Count: 1.144
Notes: I’m writing it for j10_ways, so every story will be connected, named as as Behind My Closed Eyelids series. They’ll be probably all smuts. u.u” don’t ask me why.
Happy Birthday to Ruki-kun ! * wish I could be his present XD~~~*
Unvoiced Truths
Ruki’s Pov
I can barely believe myself the moment the soft touch made its way from my face to my neck, in a tender gesture bending my head to make the kiss deeper. I can feel your hands gently entwined at my waist, bringing me closer in a too caring gesture to be you.
A huge amount of questions make their way to my mind, plaguing me to ask what had happened for the present actions to take place, but before I can utter a word I feel you tugging me down on my bed.
I can’t suppress a moan on the moment your body touches mine, my still clothed arousal rubbing at you, making me shudder and whimper. Your hands make their way from my neck to my chest, undoing the button of my shirt in an uncommon sweet pace, letting the tip of your finger linger at my skin long enough to tease me. The questions keep coming on my mind, almost bombarding me with unpleasant motives for it - this- being happening.
The thoughts on my mind flow away in the moment I feel your tong at my skin, lapping at my tummy and making me whimper and arch toward you in almost a pleading manner, eliciting a groan from your own lips in the moment our crotches touch, making me very aware of your own hardness.
I let my hands wander through your hair, a futile attempt to make you stop and look at me, at my eyes, but even that thought go off my mind the moment I feel your hands pulling my zipper down, and then my pants, that got away together with my boxers, letting me fully exposed to you, like every other time - and at the same time like never before.
The only word that passes through my lips is a mix of a moan and your name, the only reaction that my mind can form at the unexpected feeling of your moist warm mouth at my length, engulfing me in one move and making me gasp continuously, trying hard not to thrust into that welcoming maddening heat. My hands tightened at you hair, tugging softly, tearing a low groan from your throat, making me hiss and shudder over the pleasure passing trough my body.
I feel your hand caressing my stomach, my tights, and then I couldn’t bother with it anymore, the feeling of you deep throating me being everything in my nerves. A futile attempt to open my eyes and look at you was suddenly discarded when I feel you fingers easing themselves at my entrance, making me buck my hips and almost lose it.
The smirk on your lips could be sensed around my shaft, the way your finger danced inside me, brushing over every single right place making me a mess of need and moans. I feel my muscles tensing, that knot on my stomach getting the best of me. I know I won’t last, and trying vainly to warn you I did the only thing my fogged mind could think of , I tug harder at you hair, hoping you would understand me, my mouth being not trusted enough to spell anything more than a soft groan.
You seem unfazed by my action and only suck harder, twisting you fingers just too damn right, aiming for the place that would send over the edge and getting just what you wanted. I feel my orgasm being ripped from me, white dots dancing over my tight shut eyelids.
It took me a whole five minutes to realize the last events, from the moment you barged into my house to the present, where I lay here with a sated glow over me and your soft kisses at my tummy, to realize that something big is happening. I’m almost afraid of what to come. Afraid to open my eyes and then everything vanish. You do not caress me. You do not kiss me with soft care and you certainly do not blow me. My mind starts to wander over too many bad thoughts, making my eyes fill with unshed tears. I surely don’t want to find out what all this means, because for me, it can’t be good. I’m too afraid to look into your eyes and then realize that it’s the last time.
Feeling you lay down at my side make me open my eyes in a mix of surprise and fear. Why you’re not in me? Why you won’t fuck me like always? The tears on my eyes, getting the better of me, start to flow silently at the thought that maybe you don’t want me anymore. I knew from the beginning that you didn’t need me, but you’ve always wanted me, and then that was enough to me. But now, I don’t know anything anymore.
My surprised eyes meet deep browns ones, and then I wanted just to fled, go away and forget them, that penetrating gaze and indifferent tune they always held when looking at me. But for my astonishment, there is no indifference in then now, just some wicked defeated glint.
I hear you sigh and sit besides me, looking down at my eyes, never unlocking ours gazes. Your finger brush on my cheeks, taking away the tiny drops that defied me by falling down. My mouth open, in an attempt to question you, to get down with whatever I will need to face, soon or later, but the only response I got was your finger over my lips, in a motion for me to shut up. That, more than ever got me puzzled. You never, never act so soft toward me. Whenever you want me to shut up you would slap me to know better than to talk when not asked.
You kiss my lips in a ghost kiss, nip at my neck softly and close my eyes with your hands, a clear order for me to go to sleep. I look at you one last time, realizing how hard and uncomfortable you seem to be in your jeans and I couldn’t help but want to talk one more time.
This time, however, you just pushed me into the pillow, kissing me harder, almost like you used to, and without much of a clue, let go of me. I almost feel empty, but the missing feeling never had time to sink in me, because the next thing I know, you set yourself by me, kissing my neck and murmuring a soft happy birthday at my ear.
A bewildered look settled on my face at your words. I spend more than five minutes looking at you, almost daring you to vanish, like a hallucination in the calmness of my bedroom, but you never did. You just got out of the bed, slowly making your way to my bathroom. In some minutes I hear the lulling noise of the shower and the suddenness of the night came back to me, this time leaving me nothing but a warming sensation inside.
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Happy birthday to my sexy symbol of doom XD~~~
I guess I’m gonna do a layout and some icons too XD~~~
Title: Behind My Closed Eyelids : Unvoiced Truths
Chapter: one-shot
Author: warumono_girl
Set and Theme: Set C/Birthday for j10_ways
Band(s): Dir en Grey x The GazettE
Pairing: KyoxRuki
Rating: R
Warnings: blowjob
Summary: ” I can’t suppress a moan on the moment your body touches mine, my still clothed arousal rubbing at you, making me shudder and whimper”
Word Count: 1.144
Notes: I’m writing it for j10_ways, so every story will be connected, named as as Behind My Closed Eyelids series. They’ll be probably all smuts. u.u” don’t ask me why.
Happy Birthday to Ruki-kun ! * wish I could be his present XD~~~*
Unvoiced Truths
Ruki’s Pov
I can barely believe myself the moment the soft touch made its way from my face to my neck, in a tender gesture bending my head to make the kiss deeper. I can feel your hands gently entwined at my waist, bringing me closer in a too caring gesture to be you.
A huge amount of questions make their way to my mind, plaguing me to ask what had happened for the present actions to take place, but before I can utter a word I feel you tugging me down on my bed.
I can’t suppress a moan on the moment your body touches mine, my still clothed arousal rubbing at you, making me shudder and whimper. Your hands make their way from my neck to my chest, undoing the button of my shirt in an uncommon sweet pace, letting the tip of your finger linger at my skin long enough to tease me. The questions keep coming on my mind, almost bombarding me with unpleasant motives for it - this- being happening.
The thoughts on my mind flow away in the moment I feel your tong at my skin, lapping at my tummy and making me whimper and arch toward you in almost a pleading manner, eliciting a groan from your own lips in the moment our crotches touch, making me very aware of your own hardness.
I let my hands wander through your hair, a futile attempt to make you stop and look at me, at my eyes, but even that thought go off my mind the moment I feel your hands pulling my zipper down, and then my pants, that got away together with my boxers, letting me fully exposed to you, like every other time - and at the same time like never before.
The only word that passes through my lips is a mix of a moan and your name, the only reaction that my mind can form at the unexpected feeling of your moist warm mouth at my length, engulfing me in one move and making me gasp continuously, trying hard not to thrust into that welcoming maddening heat. My hands tightened at you hair, tugging softly, tearing a low groan from your throat, making me hiss and shudder over the pleasure passing trough my body.
I feel your hand caressing my stomach, my tights, and then I couldn’t bother with it anymore, the feeling of you deep throating me being everything in my nerves. A futile attempt to open my eyes and look at you was suddenly discarded when I feel you fingers easing themselves at my entrance, making me buck my hips and almost lose it.
The smirk on your lips could be sensed around my shaft, the way your finger danced inside me, brushing over every single right place making me a mess of need and moans. I feel my muscles tensing, that knot on my stomach getting the best of me. I know I won’t last, and trying vainly to warn you I did the only thing my fogged mind could think of , I tug harder at you hair, hoping you would understand me, my mouth being not trusted enough to spell anything more than a soft groan.
You seem unfazed by my action and only suck harder, twisting you fingers just too damn right, aiming for the place that would send over the edge and getting just what you wanted. I feel my orgasm being ripped from me, white dots dancing over my tight shut eyelids.
It took me a whole five minutes to realize the last events, from the moment you barged into my house to the present, where I lay here with a sated glow over me and your soft kisses at my tummy, to realize that something big is happening. I’m almost afraid of what to come. Afraid to open my eyes and then everything vanish. You do not caress me. You do not kiss me with soft care and you certainly do not blow me. My mind starts to wander over too many bad thoughts, making my eyes fill with unshed tears. I surely don’t want to find out what all this means, because for me, it can’t be good. I’m too afraid to look into your eyes and then realize that it’s the last time.
Feeling you lay down at my side make me open my eyes in a mix of surprise and fear. Why you’re not in me? Why you won’t fuck me like always? The tears on my eyes, getting the better of me, start to flow silently at the thought that maybe you don’t want me anymore. I knew from the beginning that you didn’t need me, but you’ve always wanted me, and then that was enough to me. But now, I don’t know anything anymore.
My surprised eyes meet deep browns ones, and then I wanted just to fled, go away and forget them, that penetrating gaze and indifferent tune they always held when looking at me. But for my astonishment, there is no indifference in then now, just some wicked defeated glint.
I hear you sigh and sit besides me, looking down at my eyes, never unlocking ours gazes. Your finger brush on my cheeks, taking away the tiny drops that defied me by falling down. My mouth open, in an attempt to question you, to get down with whatever I will need to face, soon or later, but the only response I got was your finger over my lips, in a motion for me to shut up. That, more than ever got me puzzled. You never, never act so soft toward me. Whenever you want me to shut up you would slap me to know better than to talk when not asked.
You kiss my lips in a ghost kiss, nip at my neck softly and close my eyes with your hands, a clear order for me to go to sleep. I look at you one last time, realizing how hard and uncomfortable you seem to be in your jeans and I couldn’t help but want to talk one more time.
This time, however, you just pushed me into the pillow, kissing me harder, almost like you used to, and without much of a clue, let go of me. I almost feel empty, but the missing feeling never had time to sink in me, because the next thing I know, you set yourself by me, kissing my neck and murmuring a soft happy birthday at my ear.
A bewildered look settled on my face at your words. I spend more than five minutes looking at you, almost daring you to vanish, like a hallucination in the calmness of my bedroom, but you never did. You just got out of the bed, slowly making your way to my bathroom. In some minutes I hear the lulling noise of the shower and the suddenness of the night came back to me, this time leaving me nothing but a warming sensation inside.
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Happy birthday to my sexy symbol of doom XD~~~
I guess I’m gonna do a layout and some icons too XD~~~